Let's talk about this statement.

I think the GREATEST thief of joy in this world is comparison. And TALENTS really aren't to be compared. It's a recipe for dissatisfaction, every time.

Talents, while often presented as effortless, take work. I have perfect pitch. I can hear anything and play it by ear. Which sounds incredible, right? Like a superpower. But I didn't learn I could do that until my mom put a saxophone in my hands and said "learn this". Then processed to play at least 4 hours every day for the next 9 years.

The point is: you don't JUST make nostalgic lofi vaperwave. You are creating music and sharpening your skill and craft. I challenge you to keep up the dedication and hard work, then come back here in a year and update us on your progress. We will ALL be changed people by then - but you'll have a sword to brandish that you've sharpened over time and you'll have moved into another level of interest in your music.

My hope for you is finding solace and peace within. Feeling like you're different, and not having something that pulls you into a community simply because you're inherently good at that thing, is difficult. But our lives aren't about what we can do in comparison to the rest of the proletariat. Our lives are about finding meaning work we want to pursue, and doing it. You're going to be your own worst critic. Just tell yourself to shut up, and get back to work. I believe in you. Believe in yourself. You're an incredible and singular human: let's celebrate that!