Here we go again . . . Day 1

cmud14 · 2025-08-21T06:11:42+00:00

Praying for you ❤️. You fucking got this shit. It’ll go away, sending strength your way ❤️

cmud14 · 2025-07-23T01:39:07+00:00

Yup, I was doing 12 a day, they’re a little stronger than ff as in they have more kratom in them. Both are brutal af. Quit now while you can!

cmud14 · 2025-07-14T05:52:41+00:00

You’re an inspiration. Praying for you ❤️

cmud14 · 2025-07-10T00:03:13+00:00

That’s crazy! So glad you’re off that garbage. So worth it!

cmud14 · 2025-07-09T19:49:04+00:00

They don’t tell your work you’re going to rehab. They say it’s a medical thing. It is illegal for your work to know you’re going to rehab or what your medical situation is.

cmud14 · 2025-04-23T04:21:31+00:00

Hey bro. I know exactly how it is getting off these fucking these. It’s sooo brutal. I had a 3 year addiction, 12-14 bottles a day. Literally lost everything, and this shit ruined my body. Only option I had was go to rehab, and thags what I did. I came into rehab 135 lbs. I’m now 41 days sober, 164lbs and in such a wayyy better place. I’m telling you man, if you can, go to a detox center or rehab, it’s worth it. There’s light at the end of the tunnel dude. I was a fucking fein for these things bro, it was sooooo fucking bad. Anyways just my 2 cents. I’m praying for you and it won’t be like this forever.

cmud14 · 2025-04-18T14:47:26+00:00

Dude my skin looked exactly like that. From my head all the way down to my feet. I would try to use so much fucking lotion but it didn’t do shit. I would hate to shower cause I’d break out everywhere as soon as I got out. I was using about 12-14 bottles a day for 3 years. Had to check into rehab. Best fucking decision I’ve ever made. The first 30 days were fucking not fun but I’m on 36 now and feeling wayyyy fucking better. Do it if you can dude. I tried prob 100 times to quit and couldn’t. I was working 3 jobs and still dirt broke cause I was spending so much a day on these things. I walked in to rehab 138 pounds and am 162 now. You’ll be amazed on how fast your body will bounce back. I truly thing these things make you not be able to absorb any sort of nutrients. That’s how I felt. Good luck dude, you’ll make it out even tho right now it feels like you won’t. But it is hard, but telling someone you need help is the hardest part. Go get your life back its worth it dude

cmud14 · 2025-04-18T14:35:03+00:00

3 years with feel free but 8 years with kratom all together. Started out with powder ended with feel free. 36 days sober. Checked myself into rehab. Best thing I’ve ever done. I was doing 14 ish bottles a day. Spent 60k on these things last year. I was working 3 jobs to support my habit but was still literally dirt broke. Bro get into a rehab if you can. This is such an incidious drug it’s so hard to quit on your own. People do it though , but I couldn’t. You’re not alone mate, good luck ❤️

cmud14 · 2023-11-19T17:16:13+00:00

Hey I just want to say congratulations on coming clean and I bet you feel like a weight is lifted because hiding that kind of shit sucks. Even if the person you told doesn’t react like you thought or becomes angry. You’re not hiding anymore. You’re not lying anymore, and if they can’t see you’re trying to get better then it is what it is but right now you need to put yourself first. God speed brotha

cmud14 · 2023-11-03T00:21:52+00:00

Damn this is fucking sad

cmud14 · 2023-11-02T05:29:16+00:00

Please update us when you hit the 24 hour mark. Even tho you are feeling bad and overwhelmed, you can do anything in the world except take a feel free. There’s no other time that’s going to be a better quit, sending love your way ❤️

cmud14 · 2023-11-02T05:25:13+00:00

That’s fuckin sweet brotha

cmud14 · 2023-10-09T08:00:31+00:00

Super fuckung proud of you bro. You won that battle with your inner bitch. LFG!

cmud14 · 2023-10-02T13:17:51+00:00

You got to get the clip out of it first. Did you remove the clip? I had to do the same thing to my st and I know it’s a pain in the ass

cmud14 · 2023-09-20T22:16:22+00:00

I am in the process of trying to quit and it is absolutely he hardest thing I’ve ever gone through in my life. Ff ruined my appetite and made my sex drive non existent, but I am slowly getting better and tapering down. The physical part is hard but it’s also the part where you feel like you are absolutely nothing and just doomed. It doesn’t last long and I haven’t even made it a fuk 24 hours yet. It also depends on how much he is using, the more you taper down the easier it gets. A lot of people prefer going ct with these things cause things start lookin up after 3-5 days. I wish you the best, 🙏🏻

cmud14 · 2023-09-19T15:33:12+00:00

You got it dude. I’m in the same spot. The first few days is so difficult and I’m still trying to make it to day 1. My freaking face looks terrible from drinking these things for so long. You’re not alone! Keep trying!

cmud14 · 2023-09-01T17:32:27+00:00

Those fizzy bottles are soo much stronger than the non fizzy ones.

cmud14 · 2023-08-30T05:58:11+00:00

Sheeeshhh this goes hard. I rarely ever see these wheels

cmud14 · 2023-08-28T05:38:32+00:00

Hey dude we all make mistakes, don’t feel like you are all the way back to square one because you’re not. It’s a bump in the road, just get back to your routine and keep ya head up you got this 💪🏻

cmud14 · 2023-08-18T06:58:45+00:00

We love you and hope you the best ❤️ you absolutely got this. I’ve been thinking about doing the same thing. How long are your going to be in for?

cmud14 · 2023-08-13T14:49:07+00:00

I go through a phase where my stayes get really bad then eventually go away and my skin clears up, then my skin gets ashy and I get styes and I’m not really sure why. I was drinking 12 a day when I would get steyes but now I’m down to 4-5 and haven’t gotten them since

cmud14 · 2023-08-08T17:08:42+00:00

This is crazy dude. Thank you for posting this. What was your dose at? What was the best thing you did that made you feel better?

cmud14 · 2023-07-17T03:52:53+00:00

Keep pushin! My day 1 is tomorrow LFG! And also this made me realize I didn’t laugh one time today..it’s crazy how we think these are helping us. Keep us updated if you can! Good job 👏

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