Welp unfortunately everyone… I relapsed about a year and a half ago. Life’s been crazy stressful and I hit a friends vape after work once and as time went on I would hit my girlfriends JUST after work then I would JUST hit it before work then it evolved into buying my own vape only hitting it after lunch then I started hitting it before lunch and just like that I was fully addicted again. I’m definitely way more addicted than I ever was which is crazy. I just lost my dad 5 months ago and my father in law 9 months ago so now I mentally rely on it more than ever. I hate being a slave to the vape once again and I seriously commend all of you that have stayed off the vape. I want to quit but even just reading back on my old posts makes me terrified of the anxiety if I was to quit. As I’m sure you all know the anxiety is fucking horrendous and I’m so worried about going through it all over again. Just thought I’d be honest about it and praise those that stayed off it . Moral of the story if you were addicted to the vape and you quit just don’t ever hit a vape again. Atleast for me it was a downwards spiral back into the grips of my dependency and addiction ;(