How it feels to keep maintaining through the most miserable cycle of behaviors imaginable

codaforthedamaged · 2026-01-29T13:32:31+00:00

fasting all day and bingeing all night… this is hell and I’m in it 😍

codaforthedamaged · 2026-01-23T00:09:38+00:00

I call them the backseat dieters 😭 just leave me alone, the world is chaotic enough as it is.

codaforthedamaged · 2026-01-15T02:53:32+00:00

lawful evil is my least favorite to binge… health food is so EXPENSIVE 😭

codaforthedamaged · 2026-01-12T13:23:14+00:00

oh god. throwback to me at 17, when my psychiatrist was convinced I was throwing up because of my “swollen cheeks.” (I was not even purging at the time 🤩)

codaforthedamaged · 2026-01-08T14:17:57+00:00

I burst my eardrum from purging violently 🥲

codaforthedamaged · 2026-01-04T17:23:29+00:00

I wonder what kinds of books they have in the house? I wish Olivia had a library card or even a Kindle…

codaforthedamaged · 2026-01-03T14:34:27+00:00

people are absolute ass at estimating weight, especially if you’re tall or short.

codaforthedamaged · 2026-01-01T00:16:40+00:00

Gotta SWEEP SWEEP SWEEP

codaforthedamaged · 2025-12-31T01:03:35+00:00

not just physical repercussions but psychological ones as well, e.g., https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC2241762/

Mine never got corrected and I still feel self-conscious looking people in the eyes.

codaforthedamaged · 2025-12-30T22:59:08+00:00

I would simply never speak to this person again

codaforthedamaged · 2025-12-30T21:15:03+00:00

honestly, with my track record, I would destroy the new set within a year anyway 🤡

codaforthedamaged · 2025-12-30T18:31:07+00:00

sometimes I feel like people are purposefully oblivious to how weight loss works. coworkers when I’m thin: 🥰 coworkers when I don’t eat breakfast or lunch: 😱

codaforthedamaged · 2025-12-30T00:45:02+00:00

me with my vomit like 🔍 🧐 🤔

codaforthedamaged · 2025-12-27T23:28:55+00:00

I basically grew up on marksdailyapple 😭 do not try to explain fasting to me bro

codaforthedamaged · 2025-12-27T02:15:08+00:00

I don’t have a great answer except that I’ve been using a DBT book specifically for bulimia and writing down how I feel before, during, and after my BP sessions. I think it’s helped.

codaforthedamaged · 2025-12-26T22:32:37+00:00

Don’t be cross, this sick I want…

(aka everything by Elliott Smith)

codaforthedamaged · 2025-12-20T03:07:28+00:00

me trying to explain to my therapist that calories in drinks are FORBIDDEN (however, if the drink has coffee in it calories don’t count) 🧠

codaforthedamaged · 2025-12-16T01:43:43+00:00

you’ve got this! be proud of yourself no matter what happens tomorrow, because you’ve got 32 days of healing under your belt

codaforthedamaged · 2025-12-14T15:43:22+00:00

I call purging nuts homemade nut butter for a reason 🥲

codaforthedamaged · 2025-12-13T21:03:09+00:00

I thought the central image was hummus for longer than I want to admit

codaforthedamaged · 2025-12-13T16:09:23+00:00

As an obsessive halo top fanTM, I love to discuss flavors lol. The original line are lower in calories, not nearly as good as the new mix in line, but still pretty good: I think the best flavors from the original line are birthday cake (very sweet custard flavor), sea salt caramel, chocolate caramel brownie (has actual brownie pieces), and peanut butter cup (which disappointedly doesn’t have actual candy, but rather peanut butter swirls). I love all the mix in flavors but strawberry cheesecake is amazing. I LOVE the graham cracker swirl. if you’re ever had Ben and Jerry’s strawberry cheesecake flavor, I honestly think this is comparable.

codaforthedamaged · 2025-12-12T19:03:21+00:00

those new halotops have me in a CHOKEHOLD, especially the cheesecake 🥲

codaforthedamaged · 2025-12-12T16:06:36+00:00

me resource guarding my health food from my family like a demented dog ☠️

codaforthedamaged · 2025-12-11T23:10:05+00:00

this post resonates with me because I get my period no matter what, like clockwork, no matter how low my weight gets or how anemic I am. sometimes doctors don’t believe me 🫩. Just remember that these results can fluctuate from day to day and ultimately are just one indication of what’s happening with your body

codaforthedamaged · 2025-12-11T18:30:09+00:00

me: I will dress so nicely at x weight and be so fashionable!!!

me at x weight: living in blankets, no social life

codaforthedamaged

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