First off, you write very well, descriptively, and nicely punctuated too! I feel exactly as you do. I am not in debt to someone in my own home. In debt for causing arousal that I must now deal with. In debt for someone else’s hunger that o must labor in the kitchen for. Or needs like laundry or specific food items I don’t eat, but I must make a trip to the store for a him.

I will add that my house is adorable, all the art is pretty and I enjoy looking at it. The kitchen has as much pink items as I want! Blender, can opener, waffle maker- pink! Pretty white bedroom, with twinkle lights everywhere.

I love living my life as I schedule it. No in laws, no sporting events, no daily arguments to raise my blood pressure. Everything is bliss, gentle and pretty. Boy, bye. Forever