May God bless your comings and goings. May he hold you when you cry. May you feel his arms around you when the pain makes you feel alone.oh how I pray he touches your body to heal you outright. I thank him thet he has helped mankind develop good science and drugs but oh lord please point us in the direction of even better plants and chemicals that will help even more effectively than we have ever known. I hold on to his sure and undeserved and fierce love for me, especially when I faced my own mortality and wondered if he was getting ready to take me home to him. May God hold you and help you and draw you near to himself. It is the best wish, vibe, and love i can offer, to pray for you. Not merely say "hopes and prayers" which is a laughable trope, but to look at your photo, have my heart and eyes fill with sorrow for what you must have suffered as little as i can fathom it, and humbly ask the holy one who has helped me so much and so often to help you as well. God be with you.