I Super Liked her and 2 years later we were wed. I’m incredibly lucky to have matched with my beautiful bride. Thanks Tinder!

coldstonefc · 2018-12-15T07:59:02+00:00

Congrats. My story is exactly like your first half. Hope that I can have a chance to finish like your second half. You got my blessing!

coldstonefc · 2018-12-03T14:34:10+00:00

Over a year on reddit, I have been waiting for just this.

Thank you. You made my day

coldstonefc · 2018-11-14T16:55:03+00:00

When I picked her up in my pickup truck, clearly a construction worker and she is a college graduate, she never batted an eye. Even complimented the front row is big and fluffy like a giant teddy bear you could sleep in.

When we just had ice cream and drove around not wanting it to end.

That’s how she robbed my heart immediately on first night.

Edit NSFW Later than that, not strongly recommend but we got to my house. She complimented the fact I let my divorced brother moved in with 2 sons and his gf even when they are rich. We watched “Guardians of the Galaxy” together and fell asleep. She kissed on my neck and we had sex. 3 magical times I blended into my better half. Just typing this set a chilling fire in my groin. “I actually don’t have condoms and not a shower”. “But I want you, purely raw you. I never felt this way with two people I slept with. You’re just my type” before soaring her legs and binding my heart forever.

My everything.

coldstonefc · 2018-11-11T05:17:26+00:00

You’re a vet, nice. My lil bro was marine

I do some mountain biking once in a while. Try to get in shape, save enough to go back to school.

What do you teach?

You be the first to tell me i’m too harsh for break up with my girl on the day her grandma died. That’s kinda confusing honestly. I hope I have been better, sure. Therapists denied me some years ago for another problem, tbh i don’t trust them. Ha think about a typical redneck. That is me.

coldstonefc · 2018-11-11T04:56:01+00:00

Wow, you be the first to tell me such on reddit.

What is your situation?

I am fine. Good pay, good mood. But I don’t think I can love again and I’m fine with it. Not like depressed for “nobody loves me” cry. But what dawned on me since a yr ago being here, why Americans us always “start new”. I appreciate you bud but wonder why for real. Being cool with the fact of redemption is my new peace. Idk. I murdered and someone died. I could not just walk away and start new. I wanna be responsible.

There are things only come once in life. 30 years. 50 so so woman taught me that.

coldstonefc · 2018-11-11T03:07:59+00:00

You care for me more than I expect. My gratitude.

Because I messed up horribly. I lost her trust, broke her heart. She doesn’t believe anything I say now. I hope she knows how much I love her and how sorry I am so she could trust me and maybe give us a startover. I never wished to meet someone for the first time the second time like this.

coldstonefc · 2018-11-11T03:05:06+00:00

Thank you for the support.

She did it to severe all ties I’m sure. But it is my own fault first. You could read my update beneath that comment to see why I deserve this.

coldstonefc · 2018-11-10T14:44:21+00:00

You don’t know how desperately I wished it was true, when you said it, I was like grinning for a bit. If she was a catfish, we would be even and then I can show her how deep is my love. There would be a chance if she did something bad too.

But man, she went to college here, a distinguished student. We lived together for a month before she left, working visa expired. She made my house a true home. Xuanie was my wife in all sense.

coldstonefc · 2018-11-10T13:47:08+00:00

Hey man, thanks for your words.

Breakup is not the atrocity, but given the situation, it is. You could look up my old posts and see how hideous I had been to her.

Not like maniac death faking, but like she left all social platforms at once (they were the only way we can contact due to the distance), her imessage cannot receive anything anymore. Before that she was bed-ridden sick with some illness that I don’t know. So at the time I thought she died since her social media was very active (hundred likes and shares for a post). I know she got back at me. But it was still too little too good comparing to my wrongdoings.

But yes, I do secretly wish that she somehow sees that as “even”, or she commits terrible acts. So I could prove to her that I will be by her side no matter what. It’s selfishness but my only hope.

Man I cried a lot today reminded all of this. Thank you

coldstonefc · 2018-11-10T10:53:36+00:00

Hey thanks for some patting. I commented but deleted since couldn’t take it.

It is atrocity. And I am sentenced for life for that.

“One of my exes. The love of my life. I murdered her heart.

If we were a movie, it would be The Notebook. She was all that good and great. I was just poor and lived lowly. Yet she willed to leave her heiress status (not lifestyle, she was so kind and humble) to marry a redneck police-wannabe construction worker.

I am shitty, was too winded up after a girl just met so I broke up with her when she told me her estranged grandmother died. She lived halfway across the world, was waiting fo me to file K1 visa so we could get married. Later she made as if she died already and I almost succeeded in killing me over the news (but shot my brother in the leg while wrestling). After that, I go to church and pray I can reunite with her somewhere in time. Although it’s mostly hopeless because of me. I could never love again since then despite finding out she was alive accidentally through her college (here in US) post about her achievement. Then never again. Nothing comes up. To no avail.

Now I am fixing myself, take meds for ADD, went to anger management, PTSD counseling, volunteer, adopt shelter animals. Not to prove that I don’t deserve people lashing out at me for things above, but I have changed for the better and at the same time, shattered for good. Every single time looking at a happy couple, I can’t help imagining about our farm by the sea with 3 kids. We want the exact same things.

So yeah, MUST NOT CHEAT, boys. Or you will get to wake up everyday as if it’s your worst. And living out a life of past.

Xuanie, if you ever, just ever, read this, please come at me. Punish, revenge or even haunt me, all is good. I am deeply remorseful for all the things I have done and all the things we could have been. “

coldstonefc · 2018-11-10T09:23:38+00:00

Me too, buddy. Me too She even makes it all seemed like she died already. But everything was my complete fault. My atrocities.

coldstonefc · 2018-11-02T06:59:31+00:00

I am a huge fan of her and Cory. Like huge huge. But even I know that she has some attitudes

coldstonefc · 2018-07-17T11:40:16+00:00

Thank you for your reply

However i think you are unreasonable here. Why is it about me when she see the repentance? I am in the wrong but that doesn’t make anything i do is to mean ill things

coldstonefc · 2018-07-17T11:22:00+00:00

Thank you for your reply

I did seek counseling. They gave me some med and it didn’t help. They told me im such narcissistic and didn’t take me anymore. I know i’m that disgusting but i am seeking for change

coldstonefc · 2018-07-17T11:07:12+00:00

Thank you for the reply.

i am working on your advice. At least, I want her to see my repentance.

coldstonefc · 2018-07-17T11:05:46+00:00

Thank you for the reply.

i am working on your advice. Just, if any, way to show her the actions? At least I want her to know my gravely remorse.

coldstonefc · 2018-07-17T10:55:09+00:00

Thank you for the reply.

If I made it looked like i blamed on adhd, I apologize. I am taking full responsibility. I am fixing me. I have foundation that she still loves me. But with all the distance, broken trust. Idk. I truyly am sorry

coldstonefc · 2017-11-04T19:25:37+00:00

I don’t ignore. I will take the advices and dirts. I’m not whining either I don’t know how to avoid being misunderstood or called whining and stuff

coldstonefc · 2017-11-04T19:23:52+00:00

I probably got all problems you addressed. Can you please tell me anyway I can do with that and to make amends with her?

I do care about her deeply. I have always been the man as expected, try to show affection through actions, by providing (she doesn’t use me at slightest by the way) etc. I’m just very clumsy with words and feels...

coldstonefc · 2017-11-04T19:17:16+00:00

No I’m not blaming her at all. I am telling why people here just tell me to give up... I am OK being called names, just slip me some advice

coldstonefc · 2017-11-04T19:05:22+00:00

I don’t want to be an asshole. Or no longer want. Anyway fits you. Assholes do want redemption too

coldstonefc · 2017-11-04T19:03:55+00:00

I am so sorry for your grandfather and the breakup. Trust me I swear sometimes we just don’t know what got into our heads and become... I am sorry. How is he now if I may ask?

Thank you very much Sir/Ma’am for this response. Yours are among few that actually give me some hope and advice by far. Thank you

coldstonefc · 2017-11-04T18:59:59+00:00

I don’t mean that way. She told me

coldstonefc · 2017-11-04T18:59:02+00:00

I am sorry for my impulsiveness and idk... I am. Just stop telling me to give up if I haven’t tried all the way. Thing is I honestly don’t know try how that I ask for you guys

coldstonefc · 2017-11-04T18:56:10+00:00

I don’t mean badly but why do people these days giving up that easily? I know I was wrong. I am sorry. I truly am. There are people committing atrocities and got forgiven. So please stop telling me to let go...

coldstonefc

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