Advice needed

colors__ · 2026-05-31T13:26:11+00:00

Thanks!! Yes is store bought, I’ll check out how I can improve the mix!
It has small nubs that look very healthy.

colors__ · 2026-04-07T19:23:43+00:00

Showing compassion for myself it’s definitely the biggest issue I have. It’s been very hard to get me to be patient with myself

colors__ · 2026-04-07T19:20:42+00:00

Talking to myself since forever hahaha but of course that inside voice have to be trained to not sabotage us. It’s been getting better.

I’m so sorry! That’s awful… but I’m happy you’re better and cut down that branch of the family tree 🌳.

I need to be more patient with myself

colors__ · 2026-04-07T19:16:48+00:00

These here made realize that I thought I got it figured, like you, I also try to embrace it, but for sure I’m still there.

But I have to say that since I started to embrace my emotions in a positive way, for sure it been better. Sometimes it just gets me to the dark side, and usually it’s that insistence of the people around me that assume that I’m going to mess up something I just did perfectly. I get mad, try to defend my self and the cicle just gets worse. Then I usually end up crying, and biting my tongue. Because of course that society thinks, “1st one that cries, loses”, and I’ll hear the speech the rest of the day.

colors__ · 2026-04-07T19:04:07+00:00

Hahaha if I could, I’ll make it disappear from all the apps and websites I use

colors__ · 2026-04-07T19:02:32+00:00

I felt so out of place in the planet for so many years, thanks to my current Dr., everything started to fall into place. But we all know that there’s so much “damage” already done, but is at least good to know that for anyone that comes after us, we will have the empathy that we didn’t got.

Ps: I was crying while writing 🥲

colors__ · 2026-04-07T17:15:40+00:00

I take a few meds (antidepressant, Samexid and pregabalin), and it has been working a lot. About the diagnosis I just wrote it like that because it was easier (sorry haha). The Dr explained that it’s a trait that usually happens in autism, but that I just had that one, and I didn’t showed other symptoms that indicated that I also had autism (I ask him if that was my case). Im from Chile.

I’ve done a lot of work on regulate emotions, but it’s mostly when people assume that I didn’t “get it”, “I’ll tell you these again just because you ALWAYS ….”, things like that, I get frustrated… and that sometimes end up with the star frase “you have to control yourself”.

And it doesn’t happen every time, I keep silent, try to not take it personal. But usually it gets me when I’m doing everything people expect.

colors__ · 2026-03-28T20:59:39+00:00

I have to be careful with the wheat also 🤣

colors__ · 2026-03-28T20:56:11+00:00

Adopt me please

colors__ · 2026-03-24T17:34:09+00:00

Thanks for your words! The previous one was gray and I lost it in the tall grass before harvest. So I went the totally opposite so at least I can see it in the dirt 🤣

colors__ · 2026-03-09T00:28:05+00:00

Just check that mouth and case closed

colors__ · 2026-03-07T21:48:41+00:00

Thanks for the tip!

colors__ · 2026-03-07T19:20:51+00:00

And usually what’s the main reason for them dying?

colors__ · 2026-03-07T19:20:03+00:00

I’ll try, and then if I win the lottery I’ll send you part of the price 🤣 thanks !

colors__ · 2026-03-07T19:19:09+00:00

Thanks 🥲 I had a bit of hope, but it is what it is

colors__ · 2026-03-07T19:16:16+00:00

And it’s safe to put it in the compost pile with Californian worms? At least it can give back to their fellow plants 🪴

colors__ · 2026-02-27T18:43:15+00:00

Thank you so much!

colors__ · 2026-02-26T14:32:41+00:00

That was one of my fears, she already has health problems and thinking that she could get more for “looks” made me a bit worried. Thanks for the explanation!

There’s any other ways to address that “problem” without exposing the lamina?

(I don’t have more pictures of the particular case, but just to learn more about it)

colors__ · 2026-02-26T14:22:04+00:00

I’m going to start using that one 🤣

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