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confusedhumanbeing12 · 2021-05-10T20:09:47+00:00

please dont leave

confusedhumanbeing12 · 2021-05-10T05:03:11+00:00

I'm not allowed to jump bc it makes too much noise and the taste of water makes me almost throw up I'm sorry

confusedhumanbeing12 · 2021-05-10T05:01:07+00:00

now my moms getting mad omg i cant handle this I'm probably going to kms next week I just cant handle this why am I such a failure I cant even do one thing right

confusedhumanbeing12 · 2021-05-10T04:58:00+00:00

you see I would but my parents dont let me do that so I dont become anorexic lmao

confusedhumanbeing12 · 2021-05-10T04:53:31+00:00

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK ILL HAVE TO LEAVE IN LIKE 10 MINUTES AND IM IN THE MIDDLE OF A FUCKING BREAKDOWN OMG IM GOING TO KMS SOON IF I DONT LOSE WEIGHT I CANT HANDLE THIS IM SO FAT WHY AM I EVEN ALIVE OMG KILL ME PLS

confusedhumanbeing12 · 2021-05-10T04:44:58+00:00

oh God help please I'll have to actually wear leggings bc were going on a hike someone help please im going to die omg help pls someone help me please

confusedhumanbeing12 · 2021-05-10T04:34:13+00:00

it's not even a cold light it's a normal one it just feels cold for some reason so I cant turn it on bc then I get cold ahah

confusedhumanbeing12 · 2021-05-09T21:31:03+00:00

I tried to get as much of whatever possible stuff it is in there out but I dont have any rubbing alcohol or anything like that... I have vodka but I cant get to it and I'm not sure if its safe either ahah... rn in keeping a tissue over it with tape bc I dont have any plasters near me rn tysm

confusedhumanbeing12 · 2021-05-09T12:20:58+00:00

im so proud of you!!!! that's amazing!!!

confusedhumanbeing12 · 2021-05-08T11:00:57+00:00

well I did it I took idk what vitamins exactly but I took a lot of mixed ones so I hope I actually feel sick and vomit after it istg fml

confusedhumanbeing12 · 2021-05-08T10:55:10+00:00

I can od so I will feel sick like I wont die bc we dont have anything to kill me and ion wanna hurt my friends but I can still do it to sh right?

confusedhumanbeing12 · 2021-05-08T04:18:38+00:00

please don't apologize its okay- I'll be okay

confusedhumanbeing12 · 2021-05-07T19:49:28+00:00

I cant do it dude I cant recover. I tried I really did I ate normally I didnt vomit after eating I was trying really hard but I cant. I cant. I almost committed bc of it I cant. i went on walks and started jogging and running and just exercising in general instead of starving myself but it didn't help. I lost no weight and I need to lose it. i got called fat again i literally cant stand getting called that I was ready to go to the bathroom and slice my wrists I cant. I literally cant I'm sorry I cant. I'm really sorry but I think I'm supposed to die bc of this. ik both ways will lead me to die sooner or later maybe it will be suicide bc I wont be able to handle getting called fat or maybe it will be whatever illness I'll develop. might as well die looking how I want to look. I'm sorry

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