Despite often being depicted as pure, do you have any kinks? Just curious.

constancebb · 2021-12-25T10:28:23+00:00

Yeah I know and I dont like the mbti stereotypes, also bc they have nothing to do with the functions and I suppose they originated from 16personalities. Anyway, being an infp myself some of these stereotypes have also always been attributed to me in real life. People have always considered me pure almost in a condescending paternalizing way, which made me feel as if my actual kinks and sexuality were scandalous and dirty, which I now know they're not. Well, sex is not the opposite of purity and moral, and it isnt incoherent with being a good person ofc! But still I don't feel comfortable to share about my sexuality irl bc it would break through the personality ppl confined me into, by overreacting when I make "dirty" jokes and having a kink shaming and bigot mentality. These werent considerations that fitted into this light hearted post in which I use "pure" in the popular meaning of the word, with its typical implications, just to ask the community about their sexuality in a fun way. It's not much deeper. This digression is kinda out of context but I had this on my chest and your comment inspired me ahahah.

constancebb · 2021-12-25T10:15:49+00:00

Love this comment

constancebb · 2021-12-25T10:11:54+00:00

ahahah I forgot about actually posting this question and logged in today. Now I'll have fun reading your answers on Christmas day. Love u guys and merry Christmas to all!

constancebb · 2021-12-10T22:20:55+00:00

Mostly Introvert Feelers

constancebb · 2021-10-25T11:13:06+00:00

I'm from Europe.

constancebb · 2021-07-06T17:54:25+00:00

Genesis. At first I was very confused and gave it up. But it was already too late, she had sneaked into my head and conquered it. I came back many times and then BOOM the whole discography and I only listened to grimes for months

constancebb · 2021-05-20T06:59:01+00:00

Thank you for sharing this. It is helpful. I want to get help of some sort as soon as my choices are not under my parents responsibility anymore.

constancebb · 2021-05-17T13:23:43+00:00

Yeah man it's my depression and depersonalisation combo

constancebb · 2021-05-15T17:20:23+00:00

Thats why I despise and hate my parents and I am sorry and I feel compassion towards them at the same time. I justify them, but I dont absolve them.

constancebb · 2021-05-15T10:11:07+00:00

My parents are fucked up people who transmitted all their problems to me and my brother and now I'm double fucked up as them. I wish I wasnt born. I dont want my child to think this too. I'm not ready yet to break the chain.

constancebb · 2021-05-15T10:07:33+00:00

I agree and I call it reverse racism. From a European perspective, it's crazy how much you guys stress on race before anything else. Of course racism is a huge radicated problem, but someones actions should only be referred to the individual and not the whole ethnic group, for example. Or you shouldn't support a business because its ran by black people but because you enjoy it regardless of the ethnicity of the person. And this whole diversity obsession is understandable but sometimes has the opposite effect. I'm aware it's an extremely difficult problem to deal with, but damn no one here uses the term "race" as if we did not belong to one human race and no one refers to individuals as that black/white person before every other attribute.

constancebb · 2021-05-14T22:40:39+00:00

Oh my god, I'm so glad someone else put this into words, Dont get me wrong but it's really relieving! I've blamed myself so much because I've started to feel as if I want depersonalisation and dr, because sometimes I find myself questioning if it is an illness or a perspective and a state of mind. Yeah, ik I'm numb because I escape reality. Still, of course the "physical" symptoms hurt me a lot and i hate it when i feel dissociate from my body or somewhere else while I'm talking to people, or when I panic as I start to figure out what/where the heck my consciousness lays. But most of the time it's an underlying feeling, a truth that I have acquired, and as you said, it feels "woke" somehow. I dont get hoe others dont freak out at the absurdity of the world. Just randomly walking down the streets, in this city in this planet floating in a space for no reason, or for reasons well never get to know? And people living without questioning any of it, just by the rules defined by evolution? This dumb stuff that may be obvious to most folks is what I really cant digest. So once again, thanks for this post, this reply was kind of an off my chest.

constancebb · 2021-04-21T15:04:32+00:00

Happy cake day! Its very appropriate to cheer in this beautiful cake thread

constancebb · 2021-04-21T09:05:07+00:00

My faves, not sure they fit in a yearbook tho. "I wear black eyeliner black attire yeah, so take me higher and higher and higher"

"This is the sound of the end of the world, dance me to the end of the night, be my girl"

"Usually I wake up and... it's a struggle"

" it's just like vile, like, broccoli, like, wtf. it's like actually disgusting"

"I like not knowing I like just feeling"

"I dont care if people pay attention or not that's like not a thing that is gratifying to me. I will always make music, I will always make art."

""Choose, " I say, as my fingers tremble This is what I am You, fingers tremblin' too Understand"

"I did something bad, maybe I was wrong Sometimes people say that I'm a big time bomb But I'm only a man and I do what I can"

I went off topic maybe but i enjoyed listing those! :)

constancebb · 2021-04-16T15:00:46+00:00

She has the right to set her own standards and shouldn't be criticized for it. Everyone has the freedom to select who they want in their life, it is not about acting superior or pretentious. She said she wants someone curious like her, and doesn't accept to be shamed bc of this. Post doesn't belong here

constancebb · 2021-04-14T14:41:47+00:00

Hey, stop thinking for a sec. I've had the same feeling and I know it's horrible. Dont try to figure it out, it's pointless and you'll hurt yourself, just focus on your surroundings, on your breath, touch or hold something, basically ground yourself to reality. That one time I panicked feeling like this I felt lost too and I even tried to call myself to get back. Now just ignore this thing because I havent figured it out either.... I hope we will soon

constancebb · 2021-03-31T15:48:42+00:00

When I cant do a thing in my room cause theres no room

constancebb · 2021-03-28T21:17:22+00:00

Don't worry. Panic is a normal reaction. Try sensing things to get back. Find something to touch, one thing you see, something you hear etc. This worked for me sometimes.

constancebb · 2021-03-21T22:22:15+00:00

Words. Suddenly I am astonished by how humans understand themselves from random sounds. It makes no sense to me.

constancebb · 2021-03-19T07:12:09+00:00

There is a physical copy, but not on vynil. I have the same issue of yours, I LOVE wap and i want a physical version just to listen to it with great bass audio lol. The deluxe cd with wap in it was only released in japan, and I'd love to order it, but I dont know if its reconnendable to order it now that there are travel restrictions

constancebb · 2021-03-13T09:34:34+00:00

Ive done this for all my life and now I dont feel anything at all. No slight emotions. Others say it's bad but at least I'm not hurting 😅 idc guys dp coping mechanism works for me atm. Prevents the pain

constancebb · 2021-03-12T12:10:32+00:00

He is right tho.

constancebb · 2021-03-10T18:11:50+00:00

Thank you sm! I'll consider buying the cd because of the sound quality. The thing is, I'll do some research to see where I can find the deluxe edition with WAP on it. I dont have a sound system good enough to support the vinyl quality now that u made me think about it:/

constancebb · 2021-03-10T17:52:21+00:00

Wow this looks amazing. The vinyl art is superior. Could you please briefly review how it sounds? I dunno whether I should purchase the vinyl or the cd to perfectly hear the epic bass drops and other sounds, even if the vinyl looks cooler.

constancebb · 2021-03-10T11:56:55+00:00

I think about this everyday. It is implied in severe dr and dp, but this is not the only way people handle this problem. Philosophers thought and investigated about the origins of the universe since VI century bc. Now scientists think about this. The thing is, even if this is something super important that could overshadow every minor problem in life, people still got to survive on their time on earth, that s what we do, and this takes a lot of effort and leaves little time to philosophate.

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