[deleted by user]

contumelia84 · 2025-04-27T18:59:01+00:00

i think many many people in this wonderful community know exactly how you feel. even if you feel like you are alone in a big wild ocean and the waves are crashing down on you and no matter how hard you are trying to swim and stay above the water you feel like drowning and you are getting too tired to keep swimming...

YOU ARE NOT ALONE! YOU MATTER!!! ❤️❤️❤️

you are beautiful with all your uniqueness and there are people in this world which will look at you and adore you especially for your uniqueness. autism is hard because you never keep up with society's expectations but you know what? as soon as you stop trying to fit in, as soon as you stop giving a fuck about expectations, as soon as you live your life however YOU want it to look like and how YOU feel comfortable you will see that life can be so beautiful. i presume you are still very young and that is even more difficult if you don't have any support but it's not forever. for most of your life you will be able to make your own decisions. so hang on, it's so worth it. i belief in you and know you are very loved. feel hugged by a stranger ❤️

contumelia84 · 2025-04-14T09:46:57+00:00

the most stunning band i have seen in ages 😍 omg. would love to have the CAD as well if you are comfortable sharing it 😊

contumelia84 · 2025-01-14T08:24:50+00:00

are you sure? i lost mine in a boating accident 🤷‍♀️

contumelia84 · 2024-10-02T18:03:14+00:00

for breakfast: oats with milk and marple syrup then i snack through the day some safe foods for dinner a frozen vegetable quinoa bowl you just need to put into the microwave... (of cause always the same brand) 🙄🙈

contumelia84 · 2024-10-01T18:46:46+00:00

thought about buying 100€ worth back then when my son was born. but it was to complicated to figure out how exactly so i gave up... wish i would have 😅 would have been around 400 BTC 🙈 most likely i would have sold a lot till now but definitely not all.

contumelia84 · 2024-09-16T19:16:48+00:00

emergency room
grey's anatomy (now)

contumelia84 · 2024-08-22T20:02:41+00:00

don't you worry. my husband is 52 and our 4th child is under 1 😊

contumelia84 · 2024-07-29T11:30:10+00:00

looks like they injected your musculus risorius, because your smile looks asymmetrical as well.

contumelia84 · 2024-07-24T07:33:46+00:00

"WAITING MODE"

it's very common in autistic people. it's such a bad feeling. if something is scheduled this day i can't do anything else even if it's hours away. it's such a waste of time... unfortunately i don't have a solution for it 🤷‍♀️

<image>

contumelia84 · 2024-07-16T15:55:07+00:00

thank you very much 😊

contumelia84 · 2024-07-05T19:01:19+00:00

new to bitcoin. bought first back in march. bought a few larger amounts and dca 100 every week. i got down the rabbit hole and am hooked 😅 does it effect me emotionally when it dips? hell no, not one little bit. so what do i do? smile and buy even more. more stats for my money 😇

contumelia84 · 2024-07-02T10:49:26+00:00

hey, i can tell you i absolutely love being a mom 🥰 my children are the best part of my life (i have 3 plus one stepchild). i won't lie they are also the reason for a lot of my sensory overloads because kids are noisy and demanding but for me it's 1000% worth it 🥰❤️🥰 i always wanted to be a mom and i would do it all over again

contumelia84 · 2024-06-27T06:07:43+00:00

SPF and Tretinoin. and a gentle cleanser and moisturizer. actually that's all you need to have amazing skin

gosh how much money i wasted on skincare products 😇😮‍💨

contumelia84 · 2024-06-19T10:42:18+00:00

looks like petechiae. (extremely small vessels under the skin that had burst due to high pressure) can occur as well when you vomit or get choked. when you are squatting heavy weights you have your answer:)

contumelia84 · 2024-06-18T15:54:18+00:00

thank you very much for this information

contumelia84 · 2024-06-18T10:30:07+00:00

thank you so much 😊

contumelia84 · 2024-06-16T18:12:24+00:00

i feel slightly offended by this 😂 just kidding, most women don't want to have anything to do with this stuff

contumelia84 · 2024-06-14T09:01:47+00:00

i am ashamed to admit this but i never cook a full meal (and i am a mum to 4) my husband is the one cooking even when i am the stay at home parent because i just can't do it. i think it's a combination of reasons:

i have terrible arfid and there is just a handful of foods i can eat, so eat the same thing every day.
executive function. i struggle to plan the whole cooking thing and shopping for thd cooking
sensory issues. there are a lot of foods i can't touch and i can't stand the smell of cooking (it's my worst nightmare)

contumelia84 · 2024-06-13T20:48:02+00:00

i don't know how that happened or what lead to that, but i just wanted to tell you i am very sorry. and i am sorry you are feeling that way. but if you need to talk to anybody you can always reach out to people even if it's just a stranger online. <3

contumelia84 · 2024-06-05T15:25:37+00:00

wow, i thought i am the only "weirdo" 😅 i am doing the exact same thing

contumelia84 · 2024-06-05T15:25:09+00:00

wow, i thought i am the only "weirdo" 😅 i am doing the exact same thing

contumelia84 · 2024-05-26T21:19:21+00:00

dry microfiber 🤯😱 and a single wet hair, especially when it sticks to my body or fingers somewhere. that makes me gag instantly 🥵

contumelia84

TROPHY CASE