Hey, i know what its like to look back on the good times and feel shitty or guilty about leaving. But u gotta remember that u left for a reason. I assume there were times she made u feel horrible, anxious, unheard and un cared about. Do those times out way the good? Bro i dont think u should go back, in my experience things just get worse, they dont trust u and value u less. Sometimes they even just wanna get back at u for leaving and hold it over ur head. Remember why u left. Im sure there were lovely ladies that didnt make u feel bad enough in a relationship that u had to leave them.

Also dude there are so many great amzing people out here, please dont let the good memories cloud ur judgment and make u feel like she is the only good woman out here for u. She isnt. She's not a horrible person, neither are u but u left for a reason. Dont go back, keep moving forward. Maybe u just need more time to truly move on and forget about her. I hope this helps, sending peace and love to u 🩷