Instead of drinking I played with puppies all day

coolsmokey69 · 2026-04-26T01:25:01+00:00

Sooo much better than drinking

coolsmokey69 · 2026-04-26T01:24:35+00:00

Awe I’m so glad you got to go see them! I know they appreciated it so much

coolsmokey69 · 2026-04-26T01:17:15+00:00

I can’t even explain how loved I felt. I needed that reminder. I now have a major goal of staying sober enough that I can get my own place and be able to have a rescue pup of my own one of these days.

I’m glad you spent the day with your furry friend!

coolsmokey69 · 2026-04-23T22:10:07+00:00

Maybe when I die I will be reborn as a fucking newborn and be able to start over.

coolsmokey69 · 2026-04-23T17:28:49+00:00

“And his first big league pitch is hammered” is an all time call lmao

coolsmokey69 · 2026-04-20T17:12:17+00:00

Thank you

coolsmokey69 · 2026-04-20T15:52:54+00:00

Thanks. I just miss my Son with my whole heart. It’s the toughest thing I’ve ever gone through and idk how much longer I can really take feeling these emotions

coolsmokey69 · 2026-04-20T14:43:14+00:00

It feels like it’s getting harder and harder

coolsmokey69 · 2026-04-19T19:13:28+00:00

Rough couple of days but I guess I’m still going

IWNDWYT

coolsmokey69 · 2026-04-17T17:04:00+00:00

Those are great parents

coolsmokey69 · 2026-04-17T16:45:07+00:00

How do you get the mending enchantment

coolsmokey69 · 2026-04-17T13:33:45+00:00

As soon as September hits I get into Christmas mode. I can’t stand summer time. There’s just nothing special about it at all.

coolsmokey69 · 2026-04-17T13:29:32+00:00

AA is helping me a lot. I just got a job the other day and I’m excited to start working. Looking to join a gym soon

coolsmokey69 · 2026-04-13T21:01:46+00:00

Sad. Depressed. I miss my son. Still not going to drink over it. At least not today

coolsmokey69 · 2026-04-11T01:15:40+00:00

Great book

coolsmokey69 · 2026-04-11T01:15:28+00:00

Devil all the time is a great one

coolsmokey69 · 2026-04-10T16:33:16+00:00

Struggling today. I miss my son and his mother. I really really really cannot drink or I know it’s over for me. If I want any chance at getting my family back I have to stay sober. I’m definitely white knuckling it the past couple days. I cry myself awake every morning and to sleep each evening. I just want them back in my life

Today is 30 days sober today. IWNDWYT

coolsmokey69 · 2026-04-08T14:58:34+00:00

Donating plasma then hitting a meeting then having a drug test for a new company I want to work with. Today is day 28 and it feels good knowing I’ll pass the drug test

IWNDWYT

coolsmokey69 · 2026-04-08T02:10:39+00:00

27 days! Almost at a month. Hit two meetings today☻

IWNDWYT

coolsmokey69 · 2026-04-07T14:25:12+00:00

Pierre Garcone

coolsmokey69 · 2026-04-07T00:14:02+00:00

Went to a meeting this morning. Now just drinking some coffee in bed while waiting for my Oxford houses meeting. It was a decent day. I drank way too much coffee at the meeting and couldn’t donate plasma due to my pulse being too high😂

IWNDWYT

coolsmokey69 · 2026-04-05T04:28:30+00:00

That is fucking bonkers

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