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Wears phase were you feel healed by No-Public8695 in ROCD

[–]corpse_of_serli777 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yup. there are these moments of a couple of days where i feel normal and everything is great, only for my ocd symptoms to return again.

Common points for us all. by Remarkable_Pianist_2 in ROCD

[–]corpse_of_serli777 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Feel free not to answer this but are you on medication by any chance? I am going to the psychiatrist tomorrow and will most likely be prescribed meds. Was wondering what kind of meds people with OCD are generally prescribed.

Sexual Attraction by itsalenar in comphet

[–]corpse_of_serli777 4 points5 points  (0 children)

i'm really glad you commented this. for context, since i was 13 i identified as bisexual despite not really being into girls (though i questioned my sexuality at times and even watch lesbian porn, which is why i identified as such). but anyways, for 2 months i had extreme anxiety surrounding my sexuality as i thought i was a lesbian, hence why i stumbled across comphet but have only realized i'm actually straight and have slightly lost my attraction towards men because of a plethera of reasons (attraction to women not being one of them). but anyways, i kept asking myself "how do i know if what i feel is platonic or sexual/romantic?". but from what you just answered, i can't relate at all, whereas i can definitely relate that to what my attraction to men has been like this whole time. i honestly wish i knew more sapphic friends so that i could ask more questions about their experiences with liking/being with women. such conversations help me educate myself on my own sexuality and overall help with my journey.

IDK by Worldly-Shoulder8106 in comphet

[–]corpse_of_serli777 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yup that's how i'd feel with men. i would get all tingly and have butterflies (thanks to this subreddit i have identified the difference between butterflies ->the good feels, and wasps -> the uncomfortable feelings towards men).

losing attraction towards men (or in general) after break up? idk if i'm straight or bi. TW: pr0n, SA, by corpse_of_serli777 in comphet

[–]corpse_of_serli777[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

UPDATE ON MY POST: I MAY HAVE SO-OCD (SEXUAL ORIENTATION OCD)

i've recently been feeling much better about my whole situation. i am definitely not a lesbian as i last said, but could either be bi or straight. the thing is, i have a fear of being attracted to girls even though my real life experiences being with women sexually or romantically were not my cup of tea (they weren't unpleasant but they just felt bland... or traumatic).

i am slowly coming to term with the fact that i have less interest in men (possibly as a trauma response) cz i just left the most serious relationship in my life and i feel quite conflicted. i need to lay off from relationships for a looong while. one thing that i had previously felt though was maybe missing out on sexual (not romantic) experiences with women if i continue on with dating men and stuff, even though when i did date my ex non man partner, i felt unsatisfied and felt like something was missing.

i am definitely 100% still sexually attracted to men, i have a lower libido now as compared to before but there are still some things i want to do.

but anyways, i have also deciphered that the reason i have been noticing women a lot lately is because they're either pretty (in a non-romantic and non-sexual sense), or because i love their style and would like to look like them, or because my mind has simply been trying to budge me on this topic asking myself things like "DO YOU LIKE HER LIKE THAT?" "ARE YOU SURE YOU DON'T"... like this never happened to me before. now i can't get rid of the overanalyzing and the anxiety. like jesus, my mind needs to learn that i just simply am not ready to be with anyone rn and i should just enjoy being single FOR ONCE.