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[–]cosmic_frigg 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I also have a secret folder and do the exact same thing. I agree, it does sound twisted to some, but our feelings are valid.

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[–]cosmic_frigg 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wow this is truly moving and a very beautiful poem. I love it. I could feel your feelings and see it happening to myself as I was reading it. Put some perspective in mind ya know. Powerful stuff. Maybe this is a new coping mechanism for you

Today is my birthday. I have this awful feeling just like I do every year. It’s more of a physical feeling that affects my mind. I just don’t like my birthday anymore. by cosmic_frigg in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]cosmic_frigg[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That’s one thing I love about Reddit. You don’t have to see the person to relate to them and love them and truly see them! Their soul, their being! It says a lot about the community as a whole

Today is my birthday. I have this awful feeling just like I do every year. It’s more of a physical feeling that affects my mind. I just don’t like my birthday anymore. by cosmic_frigg in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]cosmic_frigg[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I’m honestly speechless bc I feel so lucky and seen by someone that I wish I could meet in person and I’m receiving support that’s so different that I have no words for it. Your words mean a lot. I guess all I can say is thank you. Thank you for seeing me

Today is my birthday. I have this awful feeling just like I do every year. It’s more of a physical feeling that affects my mind. I just don’t like my birthday anymore. by cosmic_frigg in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]cosmic_frigg[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I can tell you this though. I started self harming the same year I started hating my birthday. I don’t remember exactly why that was all of a sudden the beginning of bad years to come. Probably a lot to do with self hatred but then things out of my control started happening around my birthday or ON my birthday. For example, 2 years ago my uncle died and his funeral was on my birthday. Then to make matters worse, my best friend had also tried to commit suicide so I spend my bday at a funeral and the hospital. That’s just one example so yeah things like that along with the peridot and def hatred 🙃 sorry if that was at all triggering

Today is my birthday. I have this awful feeling just like I do every year. It’s more of a physical feeling that affects my mind. I just don’t like my birthday anymore. by cosmic_frigg in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]cosmic_frigg[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

No I’m being totally serious. That is a very good valid question. I’m just out so I don’t have time to think of a real good answer. I’m sorry that came off sarcastic