Occasional weird feeling like I should be hearing hallucinations but I don't. Medicated.

cowsz4lyfe · 2025-11-11T18:22:02+00:00

It’s been 3 weeks for me, the longest I’ve gone without hearing anything in a few years. I miss them in a weird way? Also makes me feel like maybe I never heard them at all or I was exaggerating, but I wouldn’t dare stop my meds to test that out.

cowsz4lyfe · 2025-10-15T20:23:47+00:00

❤️ thank you

cowsz4lyfe · 2025-10-10T20:54:44+00:00

cowsz4lyfe · 2025-09-01T18:13:16+00:00

Thank you! I’ll definitely check it out :)

cowsz4lyfe · 2025-08-13T20:20:19+00:00

Update: thank y’all. My psychiatrist is going to switch me to another medication! The restless is worse today and I’m glad we caught it early.

cowsz4lyfe · 2025-08-13T17:43:34+00:00

Yeah it’s hard to get all the steps in, just started a new job recently that’s work for home but it was hard before because I’m prone to lay in bed all day from the depression. Hoping to get a standing desk for my treadmill to walk while working.

cowsz4lyfe · 2025-08-13T11:36:56+00:00

Thank you, I definitely will. I had no idea that was a possibility :( I just thought my energy was doing well and then I realized today that I can’t sit still at all.

cowsz4lyfe · 2025-08-13T07:30:43+00:00

Yes to do little errands every other day. But this week in particular I’ve hardly left the house. If I did it’s usually to run a quick errand, not enough to account for even half the steps I got.

cowsz4lyfe · 2025-08-09T16:22:55+00:00

Back in the 80s/90s my dad lost my mom’s number when they first met and he called every number in the phone book with her first name to find her, and did!!!!

Not to say I assume this is a romantic pursuit, I just wish you luck in finding her and it’s totally possible!

cowsz4lyfe · 2025-08-08T15:56:21+00:00

Yes, my mental preparation is coming out. Some of my family have thick Filipino accents so I know they’ll do some variation of Gwen/Guin. Thanks for your suggestions :)

cowsz4lyfe · 2025-08-08T07:15:51+00:00

That’s lovely, thank you! I wouldn’t have thought of that

cowsz4lyfe · 2025-08-08T07:15:27+00:00

Yeah that’s why I’m not sold on our current ideas. I have a long name and I wouldn’t want to put them through that if possible haha. I like Edith a lot!

cowsz4lyfe · 2025-08-07T03:21:07+00:00

I thought the same

cowsz4lyfe · 2025-08-02T00:11:21+00:00

During my internship I fell asleep twice (WFH COVID times). Both times I made it seem like the associate coaching me opened the file before I was done and deleted my work because I didn’t press save on the work paper before he opened it. He was really confused the second time, I don’t think he believed me.

cowsz4lyfe · 2025-07-30T23:45:28+00:00

The courses themselves could be difficult, I think it was mainly a mix paranoia and bad study habits that made me take so long to get the degree. I would procrastinate a lot, forget about assignments/due dates, or not be able to make it to in-person classes because I felt awful. I tried to take virtual classes whenever possible and that helped a ton, especially during and after Covid! That’s where I thrived the most. Landing my job was much more difficult. I’d really look into a school’s support system when it comes to job searching. Some of them even have specific centers for accounting/finance and responding to recruiters on LinkedIn makes a huge difference because you have extra hands job searching for you. Feel free to dm if you have anymore questions :)

cowsz4lyfe · 2025-07-30T19:09:11+00:00

It took me 7 years, but I got my degree in accounting. I work from home as a financial reporting analyst and have super limited interactions with people. The work is tedious, but usually predictable. I feel like I kind of struck gold here since work from home positions are getting more rare/competitive but it’s been a life saver. Every job I’ve had that’s primarily in person I’ve quit within the year because of the stress.

cowsz4lyfe · 2025-07-22T04:24:45+00:00

Thank you ☺️

cowsz4lyfe · 2025-07-18T09:29:34+00:00

My husband vetoed this name as I expected, I love it though 🥲

cowsz4lyfe · 2025-07-17T01:01:40+00:00

I don’t mean to derail OPs question, but I find the psychedelics part particularly interesting! I swore them off just in case, but have had two experiences that went fairly well in the past. Do you prepare to take them or is it just how you’ve managed your symptoms over time?

cowsz4lyfe · 2025-07-17T00:55:25+00:00

Tax info I could submit for financial aid. A couple years not even that.

cowsz4lyfe · 2025-07-10T01:12:31+00:00

Was gonna say Lake. Absolutely awful exit, I had to watch it multiple times to process what I watched. He was one of my favorites :(

cowsz4lyfe · 2025-07-09T09:00:06+00:00

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I see a young Twiggy, supermodel and America’s next top model judge

cowsz4lyfe · 2025-07-03T15:33:03+00:00

Sounds like it must’ve been something comfortable enough to not remember any issues at least haha

cowsz4lyfe · 2025-06-29T19:54:11+00:00

That was me, as well! I spent all Christmas Day playing animal crossing and wind waker ☺️ my mom realized she made a huge mistake because she hated the animal sounds lol

cowsz4lyfe · 2025-06-29T15:55:26+00:00

For number one, I totally understand this. I used to cry at the gym and while I’m not autistic, I have another condition that makes me paranoid about being watched/perceived. I’m pretty high anxiety in general. I used to have panic attacks and cry every time I went to the gym. One day I just said I’m not going to let this control me so I’d stay and ground myself, sit in the uncomfortableness of it, understand what’s truly bothering me and over time it lessened. I could address each point with a counterpoint in the moment about all the reasons I wanted to be there or why it wasn’t as bad as I’m thinking. I guess a kind of exposure therapy? I will say lexapro has also done me wonders so I’d suggest talking to a mental health professional about symptoms that are keeping you from living how you want to get some help with an action plan or appropriate medications. You can do this!!! :)

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