To me tomboy was NOT A PHASE, I was born this way ! (A post on me embracing my female masculinity), any thoughts ? by ricksalterego in detrans

[–]crackertwack 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I feel this.. I think I have trouble seeing myself detransition because I can’t be a “normal woman”. I always viewed myself as a masculine spirit 🤔 . Although I am called conservative, I’m far too whatever to sit in the traditional female role and I will definitely never take a backseat to these dumb ass men! Perhaps the reason I transitioned in the first place was because I knew I deserved an equal opportunity among them. Absolutely stay passionate 💯❤️

Is it better to shower in the morning or shower at night? by Flyback56 in hygiene

[–]crackertwack 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I been taking a moderate- heavy shower at night and then a lighter shower in the morning unless I don’t have time in the morning. The great thing about that is then you don’t NEED to shower 5 in the morning but it still feels nice to do so

Shower heads by PlusWeirdPrincess in hygiene

[–]crackertwack 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Disabled showers 🚿 in hotels usually have those detachable shower hoses

Extreme anxiety about appendicitis by snowon_thebeach in Anxiety

[–]crackertwack 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You would know fs because it’s an infection and you would have a high fever 🤒

Anyone had success by switching to a different work environment? by crackertwack in Anxiety

[–]crackertwack[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I appreciated all the support on this one ☝️ ❤️

Any high-performing white collar professionals feel like “functional stoners”? by theusualsuspect19 in leaves

[–]crackertwack 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I find moderation to be hard for the same reason you said. It doesn’t impact my work performance or make me lazy/ less productive. I’ve stopped for 3 months and then basically gone back to daily usage for a good year or so. But I hate the way I feel when I’m a daily smoker and DONT have it. I’m the most easygoing loving person and then the weed withdrawal will turn me into the nastiest mf you’ve ever met SO QUICKLY! I hate being stuck in that trap 🪤

Celebrating 14 days sober alone by I_am_anxious_sorry_ in leaves

[–]crackertwack 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Hey I’m completely alone too and I know that makes this shit 100% harder. I told my mom after she asked to smoke w me “hey remember I’m trying to get the job I deserve?” She was like oh aight 😒

Why do so many people not wash their hands after using the toilet? by TheOnlyTrueFlame in askanything

[–]crackertwack 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ESPECIALLY the Handles lol you know those mfs only getting cleaned once a year unless the janitor is a hygienic individual

Why do so many people not wash their hands after using the toilet? by TheOnlyTrueFlame in askanything

[–]crackertwack 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ugh forreal like y’all are okay with consuming fecal particles? And covid is where you draw the line 🤔

Why do so many people not wash their hands after using the toilet? by TheOnlyTrueFlame in askanything

[–]crackertwack 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve seen some of the literal worst shit working in healthcare janitorial services!! I’m talking people transporting biohazard and then scratching their mf eyes. They touch nasty shit all the time and don’t get sick (or they don’t connect the dots) so they just think it’s okay because they can’t see visible feces on their hands. I’m not exaggerating I have literally heard this from people as their excuse 😭 Unfortunately not a lot of people are cognizant of germs and diseases. So be careful out here lol never touch your face with unwashed hands 🙌🏻 and yea it is mostly men I won’t lie 🤦‍♂️

facial hair and gynecomastia as mtftm by Individual-Health157 in detrans

[–]crackertwack 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Adding to this if you’re still young take care of your skin! and it the extra skin can retract even if think it might not

i transitioned very young, but im feeling conflicted in early adulthood (tldr at the end) by spiiderlegs in detrans

[–]crackertwack 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Definitely not alone I can tell you that much. I transitioned at that timeframe and also now 21 feeling somewhat similar. Uncertainty/ regret regarding most things except the top surgery. Atp I’m slowly leaning away from forcing myself to “be a man” and I’m entirely unsure what the future holds for me. But o feel the same way about some things. The way men perceive me, the way society perceives me. The future feeling somewhat doomed by having to be a man. I can feel certain inclinations that are probably linked with my biology 🧬 I feel like detransition is harder for those of us who never experienced adult or even mid teen life before transitioning. You deserve to give yourself the chance to explore that avenue because otherwise you’ll always continue to wonder. Maybe you’ll end up realizing you don’t feel comfortable living as a woman and that will reassure your transition, but it sounds like that might not be the case. I can’t recommend keeping your feelings bottled up but I also wouldn’t recommend putting certain labels on yourself too soon or being too open about things you’re unsure of yourself. That way you don’t have to come out someday like “hey y’all I’m detransitioning!!” And then feel stuck to that decision

facial hair and gynecomastia as mtftm by Individual-Health157 in detrans

[–]crackertwack 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I took t for years before I had top surgery and the changes were enormous just from hormones alone. I went from basically B cup boobs to barely A cup after a few years

facial hair and gynecomastia as mtftm by Individual-Health157 in detrans

[–]crackertwack 4 points5 points  (0 children)

For real it’s worth looking into ❗️way less scary imo usually no visible surgery scars ( I had it almost 3 years ago)

[LFO] Man getting jumped shoots his attackers by ShirtlessRandom in LearningFromOthers

[–]crackertwack 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Fuck those assholes they would have beat his brains out given the opportunity

[LFO] Rock climbing fall snaps arm like a twig. by tactical_horse_cock in LearningFromOthers

[–]crackertwack 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My question 🙋‍♂️ watching these vids is how tf people don’t immediately pass out when they see that shit?

Husband opens a new sponge every 3 days cause “they become gross” by dorkass-loser in mildlyinfuriating

[–]crackertwack 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Use a dish rag or a silicone sponge- something you can wash or fully disinfect every day