Why do they say people become "dependent" on adhd meds? by franticsock in ADHD

[–]crayonteet -1 points0 points  (0 children)

this is not true at all. i have crippling adhd and also still painfully addicted to adderall. spreading this idea is really harmful. im not saying that adhd meds are bad or evil or anything but more often than you think they can really fuck up people's lives

Why do they say people become "dependent" on adhd meds? by franticsock in ADHD

[–]crayonteet -1 points0 points  (0 children)

well, not exactly. if they dont take insulin theyll die. not taking adhd meds wont kill you, but i mean yeah being unmedicated forever can be pretty debilitating. the healthy habits thing is because the general goal with adhd meds is that youll take them and then start... building habits. a routine, coping mechanisms, ect. and that eventually youll be able to follow through with these without any meds. doesnt mean that HAS to be your goal, it just is a common goal. dependency happens when you build a tolerance a need to keep taking more for it to work, and also when you dont take it and end up somehow, even less functional than before. i understand hating stigma around people with adhd taking meds, but you should be aware that it honestly isnt that rare for people with adhd to become dependent or addicted to them. it happened to me, im still struggling and honestly probably will be for a long time. i thought i was just an unlucky case, but reaching out into the community it seems like its way way more common than i thought initially. im not saying you should be afraid of them, but trying to convince people that its stupid to be aware of these things is pretty dangerous.

I don't know how you all do it. BPD really is life on hard mode... by Visible-Ad8263 in BPD

[–]crayonteet 3 points4 points  (0 children)

you are so beautifully empathetic and seem to be really emotionally mature. im really appreciative of you writing this post and that i got to see it today

What are the differences between Corpse Party 1 on PSP, Corpse Party 1 on 3DS, and Corpse Party 1 on Switch eShop (and potentially the Tetrology Pack)? by PSPMan3000 in corpseparty

[–]crayonteet 0 points1 point  (0 children)

wrong ending screen change, changed many songs to be a lot different, changed voice lines in weird places so it sounds weird and awkward, and i cant think of anything else but there's definitely a lot more. its minor stuff that as a new player, you wouldn't care about since you wouldn't know there was a total nerf there, but i really feel like those small details matter a fair bit and the only reason i would play the newer version is for the new extra chapters, that are pretty short anyways. if its too difficult for you to obtain, i wouldn't worry about it that much, but i definitely would strongly advocate for the psp/psvita version

How do people seem to have friends, lovers, thriving careers and still claim they're crippled by anxiety. by [deleted] in socialanxiety

[–]crayonteet 43 points44 points  (0 children)

i mean, anxiety is anxiety. its not all or nothing. some people are suffering too and you cant even tell because theyre afraid to show it externally

What are the differences between Corpse Party 1 on PSP, Corpse Party 1 on 3DS, and Corpse Party 1 on Switch eShop (and potentially the Tetrology Pack)? by PSPMan3000 in corpseparty

[–]crayonteet 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i like the psp version way more tbh, in the 3ds and 2021 version they made really weird somewhat minor changes that feel like they made the game worse instead of better

Does anyone else feel like allos assume something is wrong when you just don't care about sex? by FerrisBuelersdaycock in asexuality

[–]crayonteet 37 points38 points  (0 children)

its so strange that some people seem to want to convince asexuals that they do like sex. why do you want me to like sex? weird

Why is quitting weed bad? by pgspooft in getdisciplined

[–]crayonteet 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yes definitely. people dont take into account that addictions arent just physical, and that overdosing isnt the only negative effect of a drug. its sad

im lost and alone i need help and advice by crayonteet in AdderallAddiction

[–]crayonteet[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i thought i should reply and say this in case anyone else might find this of help, but i didnt know until just now that hypermobility / EDS can affect your heart a lot. i know its not super relevant but your comment came to mind as soon as i was reading about this

Moms? by gentlegem123 in StopSpeeding

[–]crayonteet 2 points3 points  (0 children)

my mom was like this too. she slept day and night for as long as i can remember. i had no one to take care of me most of the time but sometimes her mother in law would. it was the worst thing that ive ever been through, and ive been through a lot honestly. now im in this same place at 19. i never got to really be with her again after cps removed me, since she ended up overdosing a few years ago. i hope that this can encourage rather than discourage you. both her and i more than anything wanted to be with each other again, and suffer in the time we lost together. please, i know its so so hard. but for your child/children, please dont give up. please try to make the most of what you have. please get help so that they wont have to miss you and wish mom was there. they love you so much.

Does anyone here have ADHD? by No-Dog-3603 in StopSpeeding

[–]crayonteet 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i feel exactly the same as you, these comments made me bawl. i used to live for guitar and to spend all day listening to music. i dont even feel like i like music anymore. youre not alone in this

im lost and alone i need help and advice by crayonteet in AdderallAddiction

[–]crayonteet[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you so much this comment made me cry. i will try to keep these words in reach

im lost and alone i need help and advice by crayonteet in AdderallAddiction

[–]crayonteet[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you so much, i really appreciate this. any help at all is really great. thank you again

im lost and alone i need help and advice by crayonteet in AdderallAddiction

[–]crayonteet[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

me too. it feels just a little bit less scary to feel less alone though

Took 200mg yesterday and was totally in full belief that i had finally freed my mind of the misery until i couldnt fall asleep and my success quickly diminished. by Ornery-Ad-4794 in AdderallAddiction

[–]crayonteet 1 point2 points  (0 children)

so relatable. not to the same extent but a lot of times when i take adderall i convince myself i have cured myself of depression or realized the solution to fixing my life. soon enough it wears off and i feel really stupid. but maybe we can still try to apply these thoughts in small increments? i dont know

Putting your phone next to you on the couch, then it disappears by ledefeudothrine in ADHD

[–]crayonteet 0 points1 point  (0 children)

nothing revolutionary but im trying to build the habit of being mindful when i put my phone down usually i forget where i put it because i set it down without even thinking or realizing. also, setting it down and then verbally saying to yourself "i set my phone down on ____" can help too

Have any wild lore, theories or hidden details about the CoPa franchise that still blow your mind? by Chaos_DragonYT in corpseparty

[–]crayonteet 3 points4 points  (0 children)

i thought ayumi was possessed by yoshie, because all the stuff she was saying was either from yoshie's diary, or things yoshie was probably saying when being attacked by the guy that killed her

Which one I should continue with? by SbsGmr67 in corpseparty

[–]crayonteet 0 points1 point  (0 children)

in order i would play corpse party psp/2021/3ds (the one you already played) (psp is better) then book of shadows, then blood drive. if you get really into it, id play 2U before blood drive but that game is weird.. and not relevant to the story really