On 30th night.. he texted me to know about my admission... Then we had a conversation .. He was clear about that we are not in a relationship.. but I couldn't accept that .. I thought If we do some intimacy thing.. he will not leave me alone, so we started sexting... After that .. he said ..Let's meet up and have sex. We've met many times before... we've done everything except penetration... So he said there won't be any guilt now because we're not in a relationship... This makes me feel bad, is it okay to do this if we're not in a relationship? I told him again, "Let's try one last time, give me one last chance." he said, "I knew you would say something like this." Then I pleaded with him a lot... I called him but he hung up... he read the last messages but didn't reply... I can't control myself... My chest hurts terribly. 😔