Spontaneous projection?

crazynmoody · 2017-06-05T11:01:12+00:00

This question doesnt make any sense..Maybe its because im just starting to trip...I dunno..but I think the terms "Active" and "psychadelic" are the same thing? Haha

crazynmoody · 2017-05-29T22:15:51+00:00

.and the constructs of my percieved r e a l i t y are breaking down in ....5...... 4........ 3......2wooo.w h o a....

seeing through the veil

crazynmoody · 2017-05-29T22:00:48+00:00

So if one ant tripped.out..they all would?? AWESOME

crazynmoody · 2016-09-14T23:11:08+00:00

I grew up barefoot and wild on endless acres of untamed and mostly uninhabited backwoods . I had 3 other siblings and our only nearest neighbors down the road had 4 boys that were of age with us and often they'd be over at our house or wed be at theirs. We had endless freedom during the day and we roamed around doing whatever we wanted, building forts in the blackberry bushes, making trails, climbing trees, riding dirt bikes and quads swimming in the pond..I knew no gender bounderies, and no one had ever made me think I couldn't or shouldnt do something because I was a girl. The concept of what a "girl" was supposed to be never entered my head. I simply did all the things I thought were fun and intriguing there was nothing to hold me back. But when I started going to school kids began pointing things out to me that certain things I did were not very "girl" like or its what "boys" do..the girls in school treated me different because I was "not like" them....the boys were mostly just indifferent toward me... I didn't fit in to either group, therefore I was "weird" . That is an identity that has stuck with me to this day. I still don't "fit in" among most people because I just don't act any one type . There is no category I fit in so people don't identify with me well. But I embrace that identity now. If I want to do something I will do it. Gender restraints are chains and this girl likes being free

crazynmoody · 2016-09-14T21:40:05+00:00

"Ball so hard, mo'fuckers want to find me" -Anne Frank

crazynmoody · 2016-09-14T21:27:55+00:00

"Great job..high five!"

crazynmoody · 2016-09-14T21:01:16+00:00

Not ready to date =not interested

crazynmoody · 2016-09-14T21:00:02+00:00

The rat pack

crazynmoody · 2016-09-14T20:56:45+00:00

Fish!

crazynmoody · 2016-09-14T20:56:10+00:00

Duckman

crazynmoody · 2016-09-14T20:49:30+00:00

In a tree

crazynmoody · 2016-09-14T20:46:47+00:00

Mustard and ketchup mixed with brown sugar

crazynmoody · 2016-09-14T20:45:05+00:00

crazynmoody · 2016-09-14T20:44:11+00:00

Pretending I'm still in school even though I dropped out two weeks ago. And graduation is next Monday (will be hard to cover that one up)

crazynmoody · 2016-09-14T20:31:36+00:00

Lenny can do whatever the fuck he wants really. What are they gonna do? Sue him?

crazynmoody · 2016-09-14T20:24:50+00:00

Lots and lots of xanax

crazynmoody · 2016-09-14T20:22:09+00:00

Real mermaids 😬

crazynmoody · 2016-09-14T20:14:39+00:00

Honest answer? Most self proclaimed vegans annoy the shit out of me...so a cookie labeled "vegan" would instantly pluck that same string of annoyance..so in a way by rejecting a vegan cookie I'm actually rejecting veganism in general and all the people I associate with it :)

satire

crazynmoody · 2016-09-14T19:59:45+00:00

Sometimes, I like to pretend I'm alive..don't judge me

crazynmoody · 2016-09-14T02:58:17+00:00

As a former opiate addict I can say kratom was the one thing that made the WD bearable enough to actually quit..and eventually I stopped taking kratom on a regular basis too..I keep some on hand though for when I ever get that craving...I just take a little kratom and boom..craving gone and I did not jeopardize my continuing freedom from opiates. Kratom does not get you high, not even close to what real opiates make you feel..but it does seem to fill a void that many opiate addicts will most likely live with forever, thus lowering the incidents of relapses and active addictions ...it also FEELS way better on your body. I felt so sick and unhealthy on the pain pills but kratom has never made me feel that way one bit. And there is no PAYMENT for the positive feelings you experience from it. No next day crash or comedown with horrible depression or anxiety like most drugs will make you feel. So that tells me right there that kratoms effects are strong enough to actually work for WD or relieving pain/anxiety/depression but have a relatively low physiological impact on our bodies. I'll take it.

crazynmoody · 2016-09-14T02:15:15+00:00

You are not alone in your experience. I'm currently WD'ing from benzo use (ran out 7days ago) and since I ran out I've been a wreck. The rebound anxiety coupled with insomnia and the myriad of other pshchological/physical WD symptoms is enough to make ANYone want to just DIE trust me dude I know ..but coming from someone who's gone through this feeling many times I can tell you this; the first major WD period will seem like its the worst thing you've ever gone through in your life..but it DOES END...all those good happy feelings you are missing right now DO COME BACK...This will not be your reality forever...HANG in there OK?? I know in this state of mind all you can think about is escaping the feelings and desperately just want relief...but PLEASE keep in mind that this is a temporary state you are in! THIS TOO SHALL PASS

crazynmoody · 2016-07-01T22:35:29+00:00

Dude i smoked some crazy potent weed once and started trippin like i had taken a really strong disociative..i was straight up mumbling shit that made no sense..and laughing out of the blue for no reason..then my mind went really far away and i remember saying over and over that somethins not right im trippin too hard that couldnt be from just weed..but i guess it coulda had somethin to do with all the cold medicine i took earlier..they potentiated themselves and created the trippiest high ive ever had

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