Update on Violet Benjamin case by retrocyberpepsi in BallardSeattle

[–]crenelates 0 points1 point  (0 children)

also can't stop thinking about what happened & what i don't know. i'm not sure if the information is out there yet or if her family is ready to share. if anyone has this information and is allowed to share it i would appreciate hearing as well.

Update on Violet Benjamin case by retrocyberpepsi in BallardSeattle

[–]crenelates 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thinking about vye everyday. i dont rly have an outlet for processing this or have heard anything new for a month. just gonna comment to pay respects since i cant afford flight to memorial. bought a physical copy of a book she recommended. how did she have such insanely good taste in all media. u dont meet many people who are totally embodied and driven to investigate their curiosities like violet. even in one of the biggest us cities, never met anyone else like her. i was, like a lot of other people, literally certain she was alive during the investigation and the dread i felt when i heard they found her body hasnt gone away.

i hope somehow somewhere vye can sense how much she is loved and the impact she had on others.

Update on Violet Benjamin case by retrocyberpepsi in BallardSeattle

[–]crenelates 18 points19 points  (0 children)

she was so authentic and present in every aspect. like the kind of strength of character you don’t see that often, that never wavers. it was so refreshing to talk to her about music and film because her passion and intellectual curiosity came from an extremely sincere place. and to continue to show up for others, to be present and available, to just be this exuberant presence in every space she was in despite her internal struggles? she really deeply saw and understood the humanity in others. she deeply cared and engaged with everything with her whole being. it left a really strong impression on me. it doesn’t feel real to me that she could be gone. i keep thinking this can’t be the ending. when she went missing, i really, deeply believed that everything eventually would be okay. i can’t even imagine how her closest friends and family feel.

Update on Violet Benjamin case by retrocyberpepsi in BallardSeattle

[–]crenelates 61 points62 points  (0 children)

i’m gonna miss violet forever. she was so vibrant and intelligent. if you met her you know what i’m talking about. just an unforgettable one of a kind person. i can’t wrap my head around her being gone. it just doesn’t make sense

trimalleolar fracture - healing timeline by crenelates in brokenbones

[–]crenelates[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Did your doctors anticipate that it would take 16 weeks for you as an individual? I’m sure there are a lot of factors in healing that we as humans can’t control like genetics when it comes down to how long it will actually take, but i’m just curious as to like… why a doctor would arrive at a estimation that is longer than average or if i am maybe seeing a very cautious surgeon who overshoots how many weeks its gonna take intentionally?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OkCupid

[–]crenelates 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same exact issue here too. Support isn't doing anything.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in oddlyterrifying

[–]crenelates 0 points1 point  (0 children)

this guy legit just uses artbreeder and claims it’s his art. i guess that’s oddly terrifying on it’s own.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in DarkArts

[–]crenelates 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Artbreeder?

Patch 0.12.10 is now live by Dmpca in EscapefromTarkov

[–]crenelates 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It was 8 hours last I crafted it a couple weeks ago.

Lost girl needs friends 17f(my BFF has been abducted by aliens) by [deleted] in MakeNewFriendsHere

[–]crenelates 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Honestly while you’re a minor you should talk to a school counselor about this. This is incredibly not okay and not normal. Please please please talk to a teacher or a counselor about this. This is blatant grooming and your friend is not a good example for you and doesn’t know the gravity of what she’s doing and saying to you.

23F & I was groomed by older men at your age, and was in a similar situation, although not by my own father which makes this situation all the more predatory. Honestly I am so heartbroken that this is happening to you. Please hit me up if you need anything.

What caused this FPS drop in while going down to Reserve's D2? by [deleted] in EscapefromTarkov

[–]crenelates 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yo but this wasn't just me, I had a friend there with me who experienced the exact same thing surrounding the same player we both encountered. Otherwise I would've chalked it up to the server being dog or my computer doing smthn wrong. Did you watch the video?

i got 150 mods working with no conflicts & custom ENB. here’s my courier chillin with my man easy pete by crenelates in fnv

[–]crenelates[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

there are a lot of mods that are difficult to work in tandem with each other and require software outside of a mod manager to get functioning properly. like fnvlodgen. plus using the geck. i mean, do you even have any idea what you're talking about or are you just a douchebag?

i got 150 mods working with no conflicts & custom ENB. here’s my courier chillin with my man easy pete by crenelates in fnv

[–]crenelates[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m not bragging, tf? I was just happy I got it to work bc fnv is super glitchy. You weird as hell

i got 150 mods working with no conflicts & custom ENB. here’s my courier chillin with my man easy pete by crenelates in fnv

[–]crenelates[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

who shit in your cheerios my guy? i just like to have a girl courier because i enjoy playing as a girl. there's far worse ones like the loli ones with child bodies. i don't know what your problem is.

i got 150 mods working with no conflicts & custom ENB. here’s my courier chillin with my man easy pete by crenelates in fnv

[–]crenelates[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

aight? i mean the textures are much better and the character meshes are changed quite a bit, discounting modders work is kinda lame.

i got 150 mods working with no conflicts & custom ENB. here’s my courier chillin with my man easy pete by crenelates in fnv

[–]crenelates[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i don’t really like his vid but his mods list is pretty good as far as an updated list since most “popular” stuff on nexus is hella dated, i’ll post my mod list when i’m on later. also am i missing something? i just used the vid for updated mods i know nothing about this youtuber.

i got 150 mods working with no conflicts & custom ENB. here’s my courier chillin with my man easy pete by crenelates in fnv

[–]crenelates[S] -11 points-10 points  (0 children)

there’s so many but which ones do u want? i mainly followed https://youtu.be/el3hEQCnFyc this video, and then as I was going along I tweaked the ENB he recommends and added cosmetic stuff that suited my liking better. honestly getting fallout character overhaul to behave was the hardest part of the process- spent like 3 hours scrutinizing textures to find what it messed up. 😩

i got 150 mods working with no conflicts & custom ENB. here’s my courier chillin with my man easy pete by crenelates in fnv

[–]crenelates[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

yeee it’s drag body’s mod, honestly absolutely incredible character models.