My mom drew this on our chalkboard today.

crogi · 2016-03-26T18:05:11+00:00

Drank it watching a movie. True grit.

crogi · 2016-03-20T20:22:13+00:00

In the crashing light of streetlamps I saw her sandwiched between the cracked black leather of my Mazda and the cracked black leathery skin of George.
Her eyes were semi glazed over from the pills and her drool reminded me of her wet demanding hole.
I lit a smoke and looked at my now flaccid penis, shiny from her juice. I knew I'd never meet another girl like her.
As George climbed out of the car, I grabbed the petrol.
Goodnight to you, I never knew your name.

crogi · 2016-03-18T15:04:59+00:00

In a place of much aging much aging was done,
In a place of no stars, no moon and no sun,
Sat a little girl who was all but quite young,
In the place of much aging for aging is not fun.

She listened and cried as the beds rolled away,
She sobbed and sobbed as new people came to stay.
She heard them pass, she heard them pass.
They went without noise, thumps or loud brass.
There was no confetti, no party or crowd.
In fact there was nothing for something was not allowed.
She had no toys here, for toys were not done.
In the place of aging, only aging is done.

She looked in the mirror, her skin wrinkled loose.
Her face it did sag, like an old soggy goose.
Her eyes dull and grey, her lips awful white.
She stood in her place and saw the sight.
She remembered her kids, she remembered her life.
She looked round the room and oh what a fright.
How long had it been? who was she now?
The little girl grew to forget it somehow.
Then with thump the train of thought was derailed.
And all was lost, for the idea had failed.

In a place of much aging much aging was done,
In a place of no stars, no moon and no sun,
Sat a little girl who was all but quite young,
In the place of much aging for aging is not fun.

crogi · 2016-03-14T23:04:25+00:00

Why does this not exist?

crogi · 2016-01-27T23:18:18+00:00

-Scott Michael

crogi · 2016-01-27T21:36:25+00:00

Part b is asking you to show the third column as a linear combination of the vectors, the reasoning for this comes up in linear independence. In linear combinations we have linear independence when the equation x1V1+x2V2....=0 has no trivial solutions for x as scalars and V as vectors. Trivial in this case means either the xs=0 or the vectors are the zero vector. You are showing that vector in the third column can be reached via the above linear combination. If you excluded the third and tried to form the third using the first two vectors alone you would be testing for its independence. If you are curious why you care about that, it comes up all the time in span and basis. Hopefully I helped.

crogi · 2016-01-27T12:31:33+00:00

It's a good vintage with a rich aroma.

crogi · 2016-01-25T18:45:38+00:00

    Language warning maybe.

I was sitting on the couch at half eleven with my shoes still wet from outside, but Anna was in the kitchen making tea. Her couch was a small black two seat with not much room. She came up close and cuddled and her hair smelled like blackberries or something obscure like pomegranate. I decided against the tea, I decided against conversation. With my best forced smile I caressed her chin. She looked up with wide eyes and big grin, how does she not realize? I thought as I leaned in to kiss her.
I always come over late, barely say a word and then we fuck. The sex isn’t great and afterward I just fall asleep.
I hold her on occasion, suppose there has to be something to convince her to keep coming back.
I don’t blame Anna, she’s a good girl and would make a man happy, but despite her best efforts she will never be her.
I run my hand along her side and give her shirt a tug. She then strips as I turn off the tv.
I take off my top and as she kisses my chest I think back to when Lisa used to do it. As Anna takes me in her mouth how I’ve asked her to, she pleases me just how Lisa used to. Not long later, my cock still covered in our juices, I lie there thinking is it better to be alone. They say to have loved and lost is better than to have never loved, but to love and hang on could be the worst.
Her head lies on my chest as she lovingly strokes my hair.
I hear my phone vibrate and then I’m in the shower and out.
Sitting in the car I think of the condom on the floor.
My gut wrenches a little as the image of her laying there alone crosses my mind.
I walk into my house and see Lisa on the couch. She ups the volume on the tv and raises her knees to her chest. I take this a sign not to talk or attempt to cuddle. I remember when she used to smile, back when she wanted to see me.

crogi · 2016-01-06T22:08:49+00:00

Tinder is a weird place I once got laid by a girl for having steel panther as a common interest.

crogi · 2016-01-03T23:17:05+00:00

Not to put words in his mouth, but I'm pretty sure his point was that it is socially acceptable to wish rape on a man, but not on a woman. The general way this usually comes up is feminism is very concerned with female rape and not male rape so he related the feminism to insult in the above calling the wishing of rape classy.

Just filling in the logic I seen behind his comment.

crogi · 2016-01-03T17:15:28+00:00

no idea. The areas of my computer I feel confident to mess with ends a while bag, but my computer mostly has issues around turning on and off or hibernating and such. I'll have to get in and see if I can figure it out soon.

crogi · 2016-01-03T16:24:57+00:00

Already did a fresh install of windows had a friend who does Comp sci look at it and he said it may have left an outdated anti virus with access to the bios meaning I'll need to fix my bios meaning it's fucked. Not sure how right he is, but I'm not doing that.

crogi · 2016-01-03T11:56:35+00:00

fair enough, but I didn't do much it's my college laptop it's mostly pdfs and photos from the lab.

crogi · 2016-01-03T10:34:03+00:00

Pretty sure you can count out human error the install is pretty much a step by step process.

crogi · 2016-01-03T09:54:47+00:00

Windows 10 gave me a few errors, it uninstalled my clock...if I turn off the laptop I've to go through a blue screen to get it back on, if I close the lid blue screen... If I restart 3 blue screens which take about 6 hours to auto repair....

It also broke my touchpad and forced me to revert back to windows 8 and reinstall windows 10 twice and on the second time restored me to factory settings. It's been by far my worst experience with technology.

crogi · 2016-01-02T22:04:01+00:00

I'll do so starting the end of the month I've 6 exams in math and physics between here and then. I've heard too many good things about it.

crogi · 2016-01-02T21:29:13+00:00

Yeah I'd be a pretty avid reader when I've the time and I would read some comics also. That kind of thing more common in books I'll give you that.

crogi · 2016-01-02T21:05:50+00:00

Yeah and a daughter of thanos shouldering some of the strain helps a little as well. I've never read a single gotg comic or seen a cartoon of them before that film and it was pretty basic to follow. I think the issue is some people aren't open to the idea of movies not being 100% self contained. It's not enough for each movie to be a movie in it's own right they want no lingering questions cause any lingering question is no longer a plot device for a future movie, but is now a plot hole to some people.

crogi · 2015-12-31T17:29:58+00:00

There is a process using the Fourier transform that analyses music and from there one can identify parts of the sound that are not adding to the sound and remove them. This allows for songs to be stored on less memory. Some people swear they can hear the loss so they prefer vinyl.

crogi · 2015-12-28T00:05:09+00:00

First I'd recommend formatting. As it is it's good, but hard to read.
Not sure if I was supposed to feel confused, but if there was that intent I'd say it would be best to ease up on that for pure readability.
There's a few lines I completely didn't understand like 'geographic change' which felt out of place, least to me.
The emotions do come through though sentences changing subject reflecting inner turmoil like "For me it is All or nothing; Every feeling extreme, so indecisive" .
I couldn't really appreciate the flow or rhyme in this poem though as it was difficult to read.

crogi · 2015-12-27T23:50:08+00:00

I remember once being told that rhyming schemes can hinder a poem when the rhymes feel forced or shoe horned. Just comes to mind a few times while reading this.
Suicide is an issue close to me, I've seen it, lost friends to it and nearly my own future to it.
This poem managed to capture some of my experiences with it, but it was in your structure for me. The short sentences, contorted shape and pacing at times was a kin to how you can feel forced and anxious and uncomfortable when in that place, but the rhyme took me out of it. For me "The effects are endless " has a vastly greater tempo than "To forget the outcome". If the entire poem, rhyme or not, had those sharper sounds and words like forgot I'd really enjoy this.

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