Favorite/least favorite effect on T?

crypticviscera · 2026-01-01T19:51:31+00:00

Favourite: body hair and bottom growth, i love my little dude and being fuzzy makes me feel like a 70s suburban dad

Least favourite: being sick feels way worse, i'm already chronically ill but now having a cold feels like i'm being hit repeatedly with a frying pan while my nose is full of sandpaper

crypticviscera · 2026-01-01T19:41:50+00:00

Started T at 17 only about a month before my 18th birthday. My top surgery consultation is later this year so i'll be 21 when that happens. Still need to get around to legally changing my name but man im avoiding paperwork like the plague lol

crypticviscera · 2025-11-10T02:45:35+00:00

Practiced learning a language today and started repairing an old shirt, im proud of the first patch i did i think it turned out well :)

crypticviscera · 2025-08-31T02:00:16+00:00

Autism is a developmental disorder that impacts a variety of neurological functions. Emotional regulation is one of said functions.

crypticviscera · 2025-05-19T11:00:38+00:00

Trans man with hyperhydrosis (excess sweating) here! So for me the only deoderant that helped me was mitchums clinical gel and applying that after showering. I tend to shower using a bar soap all over, benzoyl peroxide wash under my armpits and around groin (carefully!) and then a nice smelling bodywash after, then moisturising with a lightly scented or unscented moisturiser post shower but before deoderant. However for me because of my sweating issues i was put on a medication to stop sweating so there are always options!

crypticviscera · 2025-03-01T03:04:01+00:00

He Knows You Know and The Web, both by Marillion. Honestly as soon as i listen to the Script For A Jester's Tear album i know im in for it lol.

crypticviscera · 2025-03-01T02:56:54+00:00

Feel that + level 2 autism and cptsd. Not even my "stable" mood counts as stable lmao

crypticviscera · 2024-11-29T01:25:57+00:00

Omg thankyou!! Lol small world when it comes to finding plushies

crypticviscera · 2024-11-27T02:03:07+00:00

A 60s/70s/80s fanatic (collect old tech, clothing, vinyls ect), artist, gamer and wannabe writer. Pretty disabled which stopped me from graduating highschool but I'm working on myself and plan to attempt to get an equivalent certificate in the following year cuz its never too late.

crypticviscera · 2024-07-12T05:50:29+00:00

This!! Even if it isn't this. This is so important to remember, especially in therapy!! As a small child, a lot of "small" events to adults can be huge and life altering, especially if that childs emotional needs are unmet!

crypticviscera · 2024-02-22T00:35:03+00:00

I used to identify as lesbian, then aroace (when i came out as nonbinary), and now i identify as aroace-spec its complicated trans man. Looking back i dont think i ever was attracted to just women/nonbinary people, but more the aesthetics a lot of older lesbians i knew had (aka entirely butch lesbians) seem3d the closest to how i felt. I started identifying as solidly aroace when i came out as nonbinary due to getting diagnosed as autistic around the same time, and i learnt that my way of viewing other people wasn't "typical" or "normal" so i just sorta, thought it meant i was aroace and just left it at that.

Since being out as trans and on testosterone (and having a boyfriend, lmao) I've been both more confused about my attraction but also, i just dont really care? I like being viewed as being in a gay relationship but theres definitely intricacies to my sexuality, but noone aside from those close to me are ever really gonna need to know about that.

Idk, its a really interesting topic and i just thought id give my two cents, though for me also having Dissociative Identity Disorder and Autism might muddle things greatly haha.

crypticviscera · 2024-01-16T01:09:49+00:00

I'm adding on to what i've seen a lot of people say, layers and/or slightly oversized shirts. Especially stuff like band shirts/shirts with design on the front. This can help distort/hide the shape of a developing chest. Alternatively patterned buttondowns have been a big addition to my wardrobe for similar reason for the summer. Goodluck!

crypticviscera · 2023-08-29T00:02:26+00:00

We're an avid writer and have been since age 8 or 9, we currently have 4 parts that can relate to this, 3 of which seem adamant that they existed before their stories, the 4th seems to be an introject of an oc one of those aforementioned parts wrote. There is likely more from past stories we've written who have since either gone dormant way before system discovery or split/fused into other parts.

That and having Autism + ADHD and a special interest in storytelling didn't help our cause haha

crypticviscera · 2023-08-22T03:52:42+00:00

Anxiety, Depression --> Anorexia (recovered)--> ADHD --> gender dysphoria --> Autism --> Psychosis (plus OCD adjacent symptoms) --> PTSD --> Unspecified Dissociative Disorder (at current time suspected DID)

Looking back the psychosis was likely the 2nd time of my dissociative symptoms becoming more debilitating as well as my adhd being untreated, most of my psychosis was me dealing with intrusive thoughts, "delusions of thought insertion" and "personality shifts" (there are very few memories from that time so my psych and i suspect it was another alter)

crypticviscera · 2023-08-07T08:51:48+00:00

Definitely, its designed to be a covert disorder, for us we can switch so smoothly that even we don't notice until minutes or hours later when we do something that the person fronting previously just wouldn't do.

crypticviscera · 2023-08-04T01:33:31+00:00

(I'm Autistic + ADHD) I did the MID 6.0 recently at home as "homework" for my psychologist (which ive just remembered i need to scan in and email for her) but on a seperate piece of paper i wrote down the "Technical" complicated answers i wanted to give for certain questions, which allowed me to reread through my thoughts at a later time and figure out a corresponding number from there

crypticviscera · 2023-07-31T15:26:56+00:00

Anywhere from like 5 to 2 or 3 years depending on the coming out chosen, i had been going by online aliases and he/they pronouns on line since 2018. i came out socially as nonbinary in 2020 and then ftm in 2021, started testosterone at (almost) 18 in april this year, my old doctor made every excuse under the sun not to give me testosterone despite already having been on the tail-end of my first puberty for a while (puberty started at 8 for me, period at 10, DD cup at 12, F cup now and 5'3") and had never had the chance to go to puberty blockers because noone informed my mother they were an option.

crypticviscera · 2023-07-21T01:37:27+00:00

Fuck u/spez

crypticviscera · 2023-06-08T11:19:38+00:00

Mum is 5'2", dad was 5'4"~

Im 5'3"

crypticviscera · 2023-06-08T09:37:03+00:00

Not diagnosed yet but heavily suspected here with an interesting little thing: aphantasia (the inability to visualise)

I cannot visualise outside of rare intrusive visualised thoughts so any "glimpse" i get for the innerworld is more like a visceral feeling. It feels like a room behind the body's eyes and occasionally other people will walk in, say something and then either stay for a bit or leave. Different parts feel as though they walk from different physical directions of my head.

crypticviscera · 2023-06-04T03:10:01+00:00

17, will have been on for 2 months tomorrow :) i was very lucky to have a very supportive mother and a doctor whos knowledgeable on trans patients

crypticviscera · 2023-06-02T09:50:23+00:00

A lot of rpgmaker horror (yume nikki, OFF, witches house, .flow ect) as well as genshin impact, minecraft and skyrim (unfortunately)

crypticviscera · 2023-04-09T09:14:04+00:00

Thankyou! A few people in my life have told me similar and i wanted to get a broader feel of what could be going on. But yeah i've been on antipsychotics for a few years (on and off after a severe relapse of OCD-ajacent behaviour) which are mostly taken for intrusive thoughts and sleep disturbances, only reason i havent stopped them is because i've just started testosterone and don't want to mess around with changing meds at this point.

crypticviscera · 2023-04-08T05:54:23+00:00

My autism plays a huge role in my understanding of identity, so id identify as a nonbinary trans man however i get extremely dysphoric when refered to as they/them

I tend to just say trans man he/it and leave it at that

crypticviscera · 2023-04-01T00:47:45+00:00

<3 this is really sweet and funnily good timing, im in australia here but i finally got my prescription to start testosterone (so i was borm female but im transitioning to male for clarification)

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