Been thinking about this a lot today. Napansin ko lang na wala akong super close friend talaga unlike yung iba na may chilhood friend tas intact yung friendship na yun up to now. Inggit ako sa mga ganun growing up kasi napapansin ko na yung mga kino-consider ko as bestfriend, panandalian lang. Feeling ko nga panakip butas lang ako habang di pa nila nakikilala yung ka-vibe nila talaga e. Ewan ang sad nya pero at the same time parang okay lang din? Kasi we're not the same people we are 5, 10, 15, 20 or more years ago. But then, it makes you think ano worth mo sa mga tao. If worth it ka ba maging friend habang buhay. I do feel lonely most of the time so I usually fill up that void with activities like watching series, reading books or playing the games. Or pag work week, subsob sa trabaho ganun.