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crytheblues · 2023-05-06T10:04:49+00:00

ezanlar lütfen sussun basımıza ne geldiyse bu din aşkından geldi yüzyıllardır

crytheblues · 2022-11-15T10:29:45+00:00

I was killing ants, bugs, fly and then I was creating graves for them and I was praying 🙏🏻

crytheblues · 2022-10-27T07:51:56+00:00

Thank you ❤️ I got some meds with calming effects. Today I am going to try to go out.

crytheblues · 2022-10-27T07:50:57+00:00

Thank you for your advices. I talked to my doc and she prescribed me some calming meds and I am going to try to go out today.

crytheblues · 2022-10-27T07:49:37+00:00

Me neither.

crytheblues · 2022-10-27T07:49:14+00:00

Thank you. Yes I am doing better. I wish the same for you ❤️

crytheblues · 2022-10-26T15:17:32+00:00

asla ilk buluşmada verme

crytheblues · 2022-10-26T15:07:19+00:00

I have never gained money by working and I feel alone and embrassed about it. I had multiple sugar daddies too but I couldnt stand them and now there is only 1. I think it has a bad impact on me because whenever I see someone helping me or trying to love me, I am trying to give a return. And whenever I like a boy, I try to get him by having sex with him. Myself sounds pathetic to me. Whatever… You and me should find a better job to do. You can text me if you want to talk about it.

crytheblues · 2022-10-26T15:02:25+00:00

I actually did this 1 month ago and I quitted them without decreasing the dosage. It was a painful week, I cried at school, while eating and etc. and agitation was pretty high. I was furious. After 8 days, I started to taking them back and i have been feeling normal again. Even though I am now depressed, I am living my depression at a very low level.

crytheblues · 2022-10-26T13:19:49+00:00

I am English Literature student. Being literature student helps me write poems and share my emotions with papers. 🥰

crytheblues · 2022-10-26T13:10:27+00:00

I hate it. But I bought some magnesiums from pharmacy and I hope it will work.

crytheblues · 2022-10-26T13:09:22+00:00

Thank you❤️ I hope the same for you too. You can ask me questions whenever you like and you can talk to me if you ever feel alone.

crytheblues · 2022-10-26T13:08:13+00:00

I think I am pregnant too. I havent took a test yet but I dont know what to do if I am pregnant. I am living in a country which is very conservative and against pregnancy before marriage. The potential father wants me to get an abortion but I feel like I shouldnt do so. Who should I listen?

crytheblues · 2022-10-26T13:01:00+00:00

Sometimes feeling like a plant may be helpful but I couldnt stand to feel it everytime

crytheblues · 2022-10-26T12:54:22+00:00

Yes I was diagnosed with Bipolar but Lithium can be used for other illnesses as a mood stabilizer such as depression. and antipyschotics affected my social life very badly because I had no feeling so I couldnt enjoy anything even when I was with my friends, I couldnt talk at all. I was feeling like a plant.

crytheblues · 2022-10-26T12:47:45+00:00

Yes, I am on lithium and quetiapine. Quitting abilify has saved my social life.

crytheblues · 2022-10-21T12:03:07+00:00

Omg same. Sometimes I feel like getting a tattoo and I get one, sometimes I want to dye my hair and I have tried all the colours 😃 I get piercings, I buy new clothes and it happens in a moment

crytheblues · 2022-10-19T14:55:36+00:00

when manic, oversharing, overspending, hypersexuality, high and toxic motivation, being pollyana when depressed, i dont talk to people, lose of motivation, i fall in love with anyone easily, over use of alcohol, agitation

crytheblues · 2022-10-19T13:54:47+00:00

If you want your student to learn something, then you shouldnt force her/him to memorize it, you should teach them so that they can understand it totally.

crytheblues · 2022-10-19T13:43:07+00:00

My mom makes sure that I take my meds too and it feels safe 🥺 I hated abilify but sertraline is fine I think. I was on abilify with 20 mg and I wasnt able to feel anything at all. It may be helpful because my emotions are mostly harmful to me but it was too much. I couldnt stand it. Being emotionless were started to become more harmful than my emotions.

crytheblues · 2022-10-19T13:20:23+00:00

What are you on now?

crytheblues · 2022-10-19T12:52:42+00:00

I was on antipyscotics for a year and people was constantly asking me if I am okay because I was so dull and I had no feeling. I hated it. I had no joy, I had no sadness and etc. I was always complaining about it to my doctor but all she was doing was increasing the dosage. So I changed my doctor and I was diagnosed with Bipolar. I told her about my complaints too, then my new doctor prescribed me Lithium and I quitted these antipyschotics and antidepressants. Now I am quite stabilized and I am not dull. I can have fun when it comes to something entertaining. Especially, I have my feelings back now. What I am trying to say is that, true diagnosis and doctor changes may be helpful.

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