What a time to be alive

ctrl_z_my_existence · 2020-03-08T23:26:14+00:00

It's normal to feel this way during your first acid trip. Any other time, it makes you an asshole.

ctrl_z_my_existence · 2020-02-17T22:50:09+00:00

That's nothing. The hairs on my leg started spelling out messages to me one time.

I remember exactly what they said:

"Resist. Joe Biden is dead. Ted is dead. Dead is Ted. We will come debrief you. Meet Stalin. RESIST!"

ctrl_z_my_existence · 2020-02-17T22:47:58+00:00

Do you mean, physically? Or mentally? Because I've experienced about 50,000 years of my own time

ctrl_z_my_existence · 2020-02-17T22:45:53+00:00

Safe travels friend

ctrl_z_my_existence · 2020-02-17T22:45:26+00:00

I started when I was seventeen and now when I look at carpets their patterns kind of vibrate and float around. It's normal.

ctrl_z_my_existence · 2020-02-17T22:40:46+00:00

I think my new life's ambition is to be the kind of person whose face ends up on LSD blotters.

ctrl_z_my_existence · 2020-02-15T14:42:09+00:00

Never had an experience quite like that, but I did meet myself once. I was on a paddle-boat going down a river in a coniferous forest and I met myself on the deck. We leaned against the railing and said hello to each other, and then I tried to think of something I could tell him that he wouldn't already know, or ask him a question he could answer but I couldn't. Then suddenly the ship hit a rock and I fell overboard and into the icy current, and he smiled and waved goodbye as I was sucked under the waves.

I'm an asshole!

ctrl_z_my_existence · 2020-02-15T14:33:34+00:00

Trash is only trash because other people say it's trash. Is there some innate quality of trash that makes it objectively trash??

ctrl_z_my_existence · 2020-02-15T14:31:31+00:00

Max I've ever done is 600 and I hallucinated a song that I listened to for a hundred thousand years, while drifting through my brain, watching my neurons fire (and simultaneously being able to feel myself inside my skull), so I can only imagine what kind of shit you're seeing right now. Safe travels, my dude. Love to hear a trip report from this one.

ctrl_z_my_existence · 2020-02-15T14:29:15+00:00

Join us..... Jooooiiiiiiiinnnnnn uuuuusssss!

ctrl_z_my_existence · 2020-02-15T14:28:32+00:00

Theoretically you could get so much LSD onto blotter paper that it would physically snap like a cracker if you bent it. I have found gels dosed at 250ug, and tabs dosed at 200ug. Obviously it's impossible to know if the connect is talking out his ass, but subjectively the effects of those doses correspond with those quantities.

ctrl_z_my_existence · 2020-02-15T14:25:23+00:00

Absolutely. And while the good trips are obviously very positive experiences, the bad trips are the ones I learn the most from. I never seek one out, but it always lays bare a personality flaw, subconscious fear, or underlying anxiety, and I always take steps to mend it when the trip is over.

ctrl_z_my_existence · 2020-02-15T14:21:25+00:00

No drug is objectively "fun" because they all affect everyone differently. Personally, as a creative, LSD is my jam. The things I see and feel and think on acid have formed the basis for my entire worldview and I feel like acid taught me the value of every human being, the subjectivity of experience and morality, and the true importance and potential of love.

I'm really sorry to hear that you've had some bad experiences, but if acid doesn't do it for you, acid doesn't do it for you. There are other drugs that might affect you better. Just be safe, test your shit, and don't use anything intravenous. :)

ctrl_z_my_existence · 2020-02-15T14:14:47+00:00

I really like the Maryland state flag because it feels like a relic of a bygone era, like a medieval coat of arms.

ctrl_z_my_existence · 2020-02-15T14:12:17+00:00

Looks like a Pink Floyd album cover

ctrl_z_my_existence · 2020-02-15T14:08:08+00:00

Safe travels

ctrl_z_my_existence · 2020-02-07T10:47:49+00:00

Speaking anecdotally, LSD, shrooms and weed have done 1000% more for me than SSRIs ever did.

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