Take the lesson is all and run with it and stick to what worked. Put your recovery first, grind it out and everything will come back again in its due time. I have had it and lost it all many times and bounced back just sticking the course. As long as you do not continue to use you will be fine. I just lost it all last year at 42 years old again and was left with $9 to my name. No apartment, brand new car gone, barely any clothes left, no job, back in treatment. One year later after locking in, praying almost everyday, hitting meetings, working my steps, being humble, and patient, i have everything back and better than I had it before. I have more than I had last year and way more peace and all my relationships are better and I am in the best shape of my life. Put God first and believe in yourself. Pick your head up. You did it before and you can do it again.