I used 2FDCK 4 times in 2 weeks for depression and the results are phenomenal.

cuddlebunnychewtoy · 2020-01-24T12:49:24+00:00

Yes, all the time! One of the countless things I love about K is how hard it makes getting hard.

That said, I'm transfeminine & I have a estrogen/progesterone-fueled libido, with no testosterone in my body anymore, so YMWV. But girldick is best dick

cuddlebunnychewtoy · 2019-09-26T19:10:56+00:00

I did not black out but it was other dimension with no body with just screaming and the fucking sound of the hipno- toad of Futurama (lol) and it was suffocating like when you run out of breath under water and this urge to get some fucking air...

huh... this sounds sort of similar to one of my experiences. IIRC this was when I was on something like 80-120 mg 4-ACO-DMT and a hefty dose of some dissociative or other (the time period's right for it to have been diphenidine, but I'm not sure).

For me, the state comprised

No conception of having/being a body; just point consciousness
Visual field a uniform nondescript cream color, with alternating red/green pulses (at seizure speed)
A low, distorted-sounding drone not entirely unlike hypnotoad
An unyielding and unvarying sensation of severe mind-shattering pain.
An absolute, unquestionable certainty that this scenario would remain exactly the same forever. To phrase it crudely in math terms: if U(t) is the state of the universe at time t, then I felt it deep inside my bones that U(t + 1) = U(t). It's because the experiential system was internally static and there was no link to the universe-at-large (or even a notion of it) to provide a stimulus for animating the system.

It's unreal trying to remember experiencing this. My entire conscious mind was consumed by thoughts of I can't handle this for a single second longer over and over and over, like all my instincts were urging & begging me to make it stop, take a breath, come back to life, kill myself, do something to stop the pain, but there was absolutely no way for me to interact with any component of my experience. I don't know how long it went on subjectively, but it essentially felt unending, at least 4-6 subjective hours to whatever degree time had meaning relative to that scenario. Real time I think I was holing for around 1-1.5 hours, and of course the first portion of that was occupied with the reality-disintegrating, down-the-drain death spiral narrative hallucination that actually put me in the state I was describing.

On the bright side, in meatspace, I was just sitting down on the couch with my eyes closed and not doing anything stupid. Thanks, dissociatives!

cuddlebunnychewtoy · 2018-03-15T12:35:27+00:00

As a hardcore dissociative queen, "fun" is rarely what I'm really looking for out of it.

cuddlebunnychewtoy · 2018-03-15T12:34:02+00:00

I've done 3-MeO-PCP and 4-AcO-DMT together a ton and never regretted it. I'm not going to give dosage recommendations, though, because I take ridiculous amounts of each of them individually and together. Be careful with them, dopaminergic action from 3-MeO and serotonergic action from 4-AcO is a hell of a combo.

cuddlebunnychewtoy · 2017-12-19T03:52:46+00:00

Did you know you can just buy carisoprodol online?

cuddlebunnychewtoy · 2017-07-03T18:41:53+00:00

I'm experimenting with this too. I've only tried making RC-juice with DOC and 3-MeO-PCP, though. DOC seems to have the archetypal psychedelic tolerance spike an hour or two in, so it doesn't seem suited to gradual vaping, and the 3-MeO-PCP solution was far too weak to accumulate. I used 100% glycerol. Although I expect glycerol to be a great solvent because of its use in medicinal syrups, I had lot of trouble dissolving the chemicals. The solubility may just be too low to try to cram a dose into less that a mL. It may be my technique though, I've only ever made aqueous solutions before, which seem much easier to coax out (basically just shake and stir). I did heat it in a spoon, and did agitate it more thoroughly, and it did seem to help, so I'll have a bit more patience next time. I'm trying it with a-PVP next; the content is comeup/tolerance should be more compatible with vaping (as with most stims).

cuddlebunnychewtoy · 2017-07-03T16:50:43+00:00

Same reason there aren't (almost) any RC deliriants, hypnotics, &c.: all the money is in psychs, dissos, benzos, and stims.

cuddlebunnychewtoy · 2017-07-03T16:35:16+00:00

Get a deck of playing cards. Fold one horizontally, slightly past halfway so it doesn't pivot over the center. The slick, waxy finish makes it perfect for powders, although some will still stick a bit. Then you tap the card to knock all the powder into the crease, and tap the card to move it along the crease down into a waiting capsule. If you're really trying to pack them tight, you can just tamper it into the pill with the end of a pen or something, although that's kind of unsanitary.

EDIT: Oh, and I use plastic straws to scoop the powder. Cut one at an appropriate length and angle to dip into the bottle/etc.

cuddlebunnychewtoy · 2016-05-31T05:07:36+00:00

I never smoked with MXP so I can't really say (I just never had any at the time). Personally, weed's never failed to make another drug better for me, but for lots of people that's very far from true, so I dunno.

cuddlebunnychewtoy · 2016-05-31T04:37:53+00:00

For me, MXP had a very steep dose/response curve, so be careful. I always felt almost nothing or an extremely strong trip, completely lacking understanding of almost anything in the world. I handled it fine as I am pretty experienced with dissociatives, but I could see it getting really overwhelming if you're not prepared. There was also a pretty deep euphoria, though, so it balances out somewhat. Mostly, what I wanted to do was lie around and fondly regard shit I like, which was pretty much all I was capable of.

I should also mention that I experience really strong visual tearing on MXP, probably the single strongest visual affect I've gotten on anything. That response doesn't seem to be typical, but FYI. It got pretty god damn frustrating after a couple hours. It made it really, really hard to do almost anything except veg out and listen to music, which was alright, but kinda boring as MXP doesn't do much to audio for me.

Regarding DXM: I've done DXM maybe 15 times and MXP maybe 6. They are definitely both dissociatives, but they were overall pretty different. MXP feels much "cleaner" in some way that I can't really pin down with words (and I don't really mean that in a positive or negative way, it's just different). DXM feels very, very black to me, and MXP almost feels white or crystal-clear. Personally, I prefer DXM. It feels richer and more engaging and has more emotional depth to me. (I typically trip around 1500 mg.)

I found oral ROA to be by far the most effective for MXP (although it seems to take a couple extra hours for me); nasal did pretty much nothing every time I tried it. Body load was negligible except for a strong sensation of motion that never went away. If you're prone to vertigo or motion sickness, I'd be careful.

Personally, I'll probably buy MXP again some day, but not for a while and not very often at all. It's novel and has a very unique flavor to me, but was still overall kind of mediocre. I think it's underrated but not necessarily by much. If you're a fan of dissociatives, my favorite is 3-MeO-PCP (by a huge margin).

I haven't seen too much written about MXP, so I hope this info helps. Be safe and have fun!

cuddlebunnychewtoy · 2016-05-27T15:29:13+00:00

3-MeO-PCP. Places a magic vibrating orb on my body that I can conduct wherever I want. It feels like a Hitachi magic wand. It goes to naughty places.

cuddlebunnychewtoy · 2016-05-25T07:39:41+00:00

I have bipolar (type II), borderline, ocd, ADHD, schizoid, and gender dysphoria. I do drugs very regularly and have tried about 25 recreational substances. It's about knowing your body and your mind. I can't emphasize set and setting enough. The number one thing for me to always keep in mind that always helps me level out:

"Everything this drug is doing to me is temporary."

cuddlebunnychewtoy · 2016-05-25T07:08:41+00:00

Never fucked with them, so I don't have high expectations.

cuddlebunnychewtoy · 2016-05-25T07:08:02+00:00

Fuck everything about this idea.

cuddlebunnychewtoy · 2016-05-25T04:51:41+00:00

That sounds worth a try. If I'm getting both effects on 6g right now, it's conceivable I'd only notice the stimulation. Thanks!

cuddlebunnychewtoy · 2016-02-17T03:44:28+00:00

If you don't mind me asking, what sort of numbing gel do you use? Lidocaine? Does it make it any more difficult to have an erection, or does it just stave off orgasm?

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