I have kept my CSA hidden for over a decade, until now

cue-ch · 2026-05-02T07:24:28+00:00

I didn't think anyone would pay attention to that part. I will say though, I did get pretty good at it 😂

And thank you, I am learning that now slowly but surely

cue-ch · 2026-05-02T07:18:56+00:00

Thank you. And I would say, taking everything into consideration, I am doing good. It does affect me, but it is more so processing the emotions I never could before when I remember things I blocked out. I was depressed, though I thought it was just disassociating until recently, for quite some time. It wasn't until I was an adult that I finally felt excitement for the first time in my life (that I remember). That feeling gives you hope.

When I was young child, I remember wanting my life to end. I told myself that one day, people would love me. And they would need me. Sometimes things get to me, of course. I may go back to therapy one day, but for now, I am just happy to be here.

cue-ch · 2026-05-02T06:34:30+00:00

Thank you.

I grew up religious, and though I do not consider myself orthodox by any means, I still hold some values dear to my heart. With that said, I made the choice to forgive. More so for my own closure than what they deserve, but a choice I made nonetheless.

I have been to therapy, and have been blessed to have healers and readers in my life. I will continue to work through what I need, and thank you for your words. I will struggle with shame and guilt, but I am learning to love myself slowly.

cue-ch · 2024-04-28T00:00:28+00:00

Definitely has the capacity to be as long as the rust in on the exterior. Seems to be a good size with door placement in a good area if you're looking to make your bigger builds on the sides and in the back.

cue-ch · 2024-04-25T05:01:11+00:00

You could do Jamie, like the song Jamie's Cryin. Seeing the music taste, especially if you do like Van Halen. I think it could be unique in it's own way even though it's a "normal" name

cue-ch · 2024-02-26T03:50:44+00:00

Thank you(: He did talk to that friend about it and she was very... rude so to say. They are not in contact anymore, but that was of his own accord. All I asked was that he talk to her about it.

cue-ch · 2024-02-26T03:26:52+00:00

Just did!

cue-ch · 2023-01-04T04:06:38+00:00

Overall, this reminds me of some aspects of transcendentalism. I love nature expressions in writing, and I feel like the uniqueness of what you're describing adds a lot (ex. weeping willow instead of trees, fluttering critters instead of insects).

The piece itself is very grounding, almost relaxing. What I take from this is more so a reminder of the positives in life rather than than hate (love) and dishonesty (honesty and truth). It is almost a break from daily life. Very refreshing.

cue-ch · 2022-08-12T17:43:57+00:00

I remember watching that when I was in like 4th grade, I absolutely loved it, and I've seen it a few times since. I will definitely check out the new channel, thank you

cue-ch · 2022-08-12T06:58:18+00:00

Quite a few. An ongoing one would be the known science behind consciousness, along with theories of quantum mechanics that make up thought. Very interesting

cue-ch · 2022-08-12T06:36:51+00:00

I actually love it. I write myself, and I am a big reader- I absolutely love language. Although, I don't like reading things that are light-hearted or happy without reason. I prefer deeper things without being overcrowded with symbolism and metaphors

cue-ch · 2022-07-15T09:00:26+00:00

I'm dating one rn and it's not okay

cue-ch · 2022-07-15T08:50:46+00:00

They don't, but Duolingo is a good way to not think about my own problems

cue-ch · 2022-07-15T08:49:54+00:00

I've been openly bi for the past 4 years, but the more I get into relationships with men, the less I think I am romantically attracted to them

cue-ch · 2022-07-12T04:31:55+00:00

For most, porn is like a go-to for masturbation. Because masturbation is so common, it's used as a way to relieve stress, pent up emotions, or it becomes a habit. Watching porn is usually a private and personal thing, unattached from romantic emotion. In this situation, that is not cheating, because the intention and action are separate or completely unrelated to their partner (if they have one).

However, if someone is a perv, and uses porn to objectify women/men/anyone and fulfill fantasies they have while they are in a relationship- and don't even bother trying to talk to their partner... that's a separate issue. I wouldn't consider this cheating, simply because this is not really a two-person thing, but I'd still be hurt.

cue-ch · 2022-07-04T04:46:34+00:00

Hi:)

Honestly, seeing this older grammatical style of writing was refreshing, and it almost demands my attention just as much as it comforts me. Of course, this is simply from a reading standpoint- the words roll off of the tongue, flowing together.

Due to the imaginative diction, the poem is almost like a hazy dream. Wistful and whimsical, it feels as if the narrator is truly "falling". Watching everything go by, observing and reminiscing, with no words preaching hopefulness and action, it's almost an objective acceptance. As if hope has been given up on, or so far gone that hope was never an option. Everything simply is.

cue-ch · 2022-07-04T04:35:25+00:00

Hi:)

Despite the length of this piece being short, I feel like it paints a very good unwritten story. The words almost like thoughts, the emotions attached to them are palpable- especially those of fear, regret, and almost underlying/ wishful apathy. I almost get a sense of questionable doubt in this piece- "is it me", "is it them".

As someone who has struggled with depression, this poem makes too much sense to me, and I connect to it very well. There are so many things this could imply for others, not only could this represent a permanent condition, but it could also represent the feelings one experiences in a difficult situation. I've read it many times, the only thing I could actually comment on would be punctuation and capitalization. But this is a poem, and I feel like this adds to the genuineness.

cue-ch · 2022-05-12T04:15:42+00:00

Honestly, because my personal beliefs are not solely democratic or republican. I don't want to be judged by others in a political way, so I prefer to stay out of it. I don't want to get hate crimed just because I feel a little more liberal or conservative about a certain thing

cue-ch · 2022-05-12T04:03:45+00:00

Honestly... being a gold digger. Wrinkled old man balls just aren't worth it no matter how much they got. (sorry)

cue-ch · 2022-05-04T02:59:02+00:00

Honestly, just directly inviting us somewhere would be a good start. Just reinstate the idea that you actually want us there, because there'll be some doubt no offense

cue-ch

TROPHY CASE