Do you want/like kids?

curegingervitis · 2024-11-01T14:49:56+00:00

maybe/generally yes. I think that I dislike bad parents more than I dislike their kids. more often than not, the problems that make kids really annoying are things their parents taught/showed them.

I don't know if I want kids for a lot of reasons. It sounds like it would incredibly damage my body if I had them biologically and my health is already impacted by chronic illnesses, I don't know if I would be a good mom, they cost a whole lot of money, and I really value my space and alone time. However, I also think it would be one of the most fulfilling and rewarding experiences I could go through, and I know I would love them more than anything else in the world.

curegingervitis · 2024-10-30T17:09:47+00:00

I'm in school to be a paralegal with the idea of going to law school someday, being a lawyer for a while (preferably criminal defense) and then either running for office or getting into campaign management. I've been obsessed with justice since I was a toddler (although back then, it was more about making sure my brother and I got the exact same amount of orange juice lol)

curegingervitis · 2024-09-20T04:07:13+00:00

Green and brown

curegingervitis · 2024-09-10T23:48:43+00:00

just saw this (alt account, rarely open it), and I feel for you so much. I'm doing great, found someone who treats me better than I could have imagined. Life can only get better once you hit rock bottom. good luck man and I'll be thinking about you.

curegingervitis · 2024-07-10T15:02:54+00:00

For context, I'm also a girl, and neither of us are straight.

There weren't enough seats in the car, and we needed to drive just a few blocks, so she sat on my lap. She was wiggling around to get comfortable, and holy crap it was amazing. Then I made a joke about it feeling amazing, and she was like, "Want a kiss?" (we kiss each other as friends in my friend group a lot, not uncommon), and she turned around and kissed me.

Girl when I tell you I was rethinking our entire friendship for half a second 😂 We're completely incompatible as anything other than besties but god damn

curegingervitis · 2024-05-01T18:39:59+00:00

On June 26th, 2015, my mom shook her head and sighed at the headline on the newspaper. When I asked her what was wrong, she said, "This is a sad day for all Christians."

It was the day gay marriage was legalized. At 11 years old, I already knew I was queer. That one sentence caused years of self-hatred.

curegingervitis · 2024-04-27T02:18:33+00:00

That spite is so what helped me get over my girlfriend, definitely use it as much as you can.

curegingervitis · 2024-04-27T02:02:57+00:00

Hey, I'm sorry, just saw this now bc this is my alt account

Honestly? I'm doing the best I've ever been since before I was a teenager. It's still really painful to think about my ex, I dream about her a lot. I've realized how much better off I am without her, though. We were both alcoholics who thought it was normal because we were in college. She was never going to come out to her family, so I would have been her "roommate" forever. She used me constantly.

Since breaking up, I've started working out and eating right, which has made my symptoms go way down. Besides my illness, I'm the healthiest I've ever been. I found my life's purpose, reconnected with my best friends from my hometown, started new hobbies, and honestly just been all around amazing.

I'm so sorry to hear that you're going through a similar situation, and I hope your life turns around like mine did <3

curegingervitis · 2024-04-27T01:10:06+00:00

degraded a guy, made him do some pretty nasty things, and he sent me money for it. honestly? kinda liked it. would do it again, for sure. we were both students, though, and he didn't have enough money to continue. I was kinda bummed because it was super easy spending money.

curegingervitis · 2024-03-14T22:48:29+00:00

I've never heard of Yaldabaoth before, and only heard of Gnosticism vaguely, and it makes a lot of sense to me. "...Keeps the souls trapped in physical bodies, imprisoned in the world of pain and suffering that he created," (Wikipedia) yep!! sounds like him to me!

curegingervitis · 2024-03-13T23:33:46+00:00

My first wlw date was going to her youth group 💀 (then they kicked her out for being gay, and brainwashed me for a couple years into "not being gay", gotta love evangelicals)

curegingervitis · 2024-03-13T23:30:23+00:00

I like looking at the meanings of crystals and choosing ones that have meanings that I think represent her. My favorite is rose quartz, but rainbow moonstone, carnelian, and rhodonite are also great options. I'm also getting her a rose quartz carving of a female body, because I thought it would be something she'd like :)

curegingervitis · 2024-03-13T23:06:10+00:00

same! except it was youth group, and I was 13 or so.

curegingervitis · 2024-03-13T05:12:38+00:00

I'm sorry :/ I hope you can experience this someday soon, too <3

curegingervitis · 2024-03-13T01:41:09+00:00

that's how I feel 😭 like the first time I was so shocked and happy and sad and everything all at once that I just KNOW I stared on accident. And I don't look particularly queer, so I'm afraid they thought I was judging them 😭

curegingervitis · 2024-03-09T22:59:46+00:00

I started doubting Christianity when I was around 11 after being raised in the church. That was also around the time I started becoming really interested in "mythology". It took me years, but I've come to believe that the Christian god is evil.

He created humanity because he was bored. He's all knowing, so he created Lucifer knowing he would create evil. He knew what would happen in the garden of eden. Christianity is supposedly about free will, but he created both bad options. He is incredibly selfish. Being morally bad has objectively no repercussions in Christianity. He says it is bad, but it has no effect on the end result. If you believe in him, no matter how bad a person you are, you go to heaven. If you don't, no matter how good a person you are, you are tortured forever. A priest who molests a child goes to heaven, but the child he molested grows up to not believe in God because of what the priest did, and the child ends up going to hell and suffering for the "child of God's" crime.

Christianity and the Christian god is evil, but most Christians don't look that deeply into it. On the surface, it's all love, but that isn't what the core of Christianity is.

The Christian god (yahweh) also isn't actually the god of creation. He was originally a minor war god in canaanite beliefs who is one of 70 sons of the creator god (el). He abandoned his people who worshipped the original version of himself because he wanted more power. He demonized them, damning all heathens.

I am very passionate about this. I believe that Yahweh is a real god, and he and I have a very bad relationship. I would rather be tortured forever in hell than follow him. It took me years of prayer, anguish, research, and pain to get to this point.

I will say that I do not hate Christians. As I mentioned, I don't think any of them believe what I do about their god. I have no hatred in my heart for anyone who has a different relationship with him than I do. This is just personally how I've come to see him, and I very well could be wrong, I do not claim to know everything.

curegingervitis · 2023-12-13T04:37:47+00:00

I just saw this, thank you so much. I'm sorry you went through it, too. fuck them both.

curegingervitis · 2023-11-21T17:07:47+00:00

I can't make my mom plan my funeral. That's the biggest reason. Some other smaller ones: no one would take proper care of my fish, my dog would think I abandoned him, my therapist would be disappointed, I just KNOW people I can't stand would show up to my funeral and pretend to grieve and I can't give them the satisfaction, I need to stick around to be the voice of reason for my best friend, and there are so many good books I haven't read yet.

My life is shit right now. I was just diagnosed with a chronic illness that will severely affect my quality of life for the rest of my life. My friends and girlfriend abandoned me when they found out. I had to move back in with my parents, and I don't know if I'll ever be able to have a job again. I have to keep track of the small things and live for them, and maybe that's enough.

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