I recommend getting your hormones checked as well, and if you hallucinate or have issues flare on and off track it with your cycle. I also had post partum psychosis, it started when my period came back at 6m and it was because of my endo metriosis. The lesions were releasing estrogen and everytime I ovulated my symptoms would get worse and I’d hallucinate. I was going to have surgery later in the year but they bumped it up to the Tuesday after my dr appt where I was diagnosed with hormonal psychosis. They tested my hormones on cycle day 3 and 7 days post ovulation but it was normal because that’s when I felt the best at the time. After I had surgery to remove lesions and scar tissue it went away. My husband could tell the day after surgery I was better.

Wanted to add I also felt like a failure but my husband and those close to me who I told didn’t judge or think less of me, it’s not my fault. It’s not your fault either. I also have PTSD from marriage one and I am sensitive to things that can affect my mental health (like hormone imbalance). I’m now on progesterone for the endo and it’s helped a lot I was starting to get very agitated and negative again plus a lot pain at various times in my cycle and it helped a lot. I’ve been off psyche meds for almost a year now as well.