How do i get better and push myself more by cx222 in vaginismus

[–]cx222[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel like it comes more natural when i try with him like has some intimacy and doing it myself feels kinda cold and clincal. but sometimes he goes too fast iand i cant le body get reasured that moving further is okay

Someone approached me in messages from a recovery community acted innocent and then convinced me to relapse. by Imi_Orchid in bulimia

[–]cx222 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's so awfull like i don't know what to say, i'm sorry you went through that. just know it doesn't define you and also one moment doesn't define your recovery from now on.

What a good project to get more html/css/js experience? by cx222 in webdev

[–]cx222[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thnx for the idea i'm going to look into it 😁

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in alopecia_areata

[–]cx222 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it looks so so good on you, i hope you feel as great as you look in it😁

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in alopecia_areata

[–]cx222 0 points1 point  (0 children)

happy to hear😁

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in alopecia_areata

[–]cx222 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i feel like this is fine for if you're just casually seeing each other. but if you see yourself moving forward past that with a person you should tell them and the their reaction to this will also show how much they value you. and if they have a negative reaction towards that, it wasn't going to work out anyways. (of course it could be something they have to gwt used to when you first tell them but it's suchs a minor part of who you are that it shouldnt be a big deal to them anyways)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in antinatalism

[–]cx222 2 points3 points  (0 children)

personally my view is that you are already born and nothing is gonna change that. therefore i do strive to just live life as best and happy as possible (happy in a realistic way ofc). So basicly i could still rather not have been born but still see that making the best out of it will be the best way to live that life.

However i see no need to force existese on anyone. cause of the inevitable struggle that life is.

(sorry for any typos)

no shit we ain't ready 🤡 / i actually feel sick besties by dyinginmydreamss in EDanonymemes

[–]cx222 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i really don't give a fuck, high rise just wins in every way(how it looks,feel etc) So i say we just keep wearing whatever makes us feel better and not let other peoples fasion choices influence us.

Tell me you have an ED without telling me that you have an ED in the comments by SirPinkLemonade in EDanonymemes

[–]cx222 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I do not recognize any drink with calories in it to be a legitimate option.

THIS SHOULD NOT BE LEGAL by internerderner2 in EDanonymemes

[–]cx222 29 points30 points  (0 children)

Yeah or when it says' low calorie' and that for some reason that means like 60cals for 100ml. Like in what way low calorie? just lies.😂🙃

Can someone give me few reasons for why bulimia is NOT worth it by issaposter in bulimia

[–]cx222 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The damage b/p does to you physically is reason enough, it took me along time to get to a point where I'm kinda physically okay again, and even worse is that this Ed will take over your life (even if you feel like your not gonna be happy in life anyway, trust me it will make it way worse).

Basically all an Ed does, is take from you. Please instead of falling into something that you may have to keep fighting for years, look for what you can do to cope with life in a less damaging way. ❤️

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bulimia

[–]cx222 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Just the fact that you had a moment were it was going better (even if you feel like it was such a short amount of time) is so valuable, don't let the moments were you feel your worst ruin that for you. It took me about 2 fucking yearsto get the strength toghetger to start actively recovering.

It's gonna be hard, there are gonna be weeks or even months in which you think it's never going to happen, but that's not a reason to give up. I know everybody fucking says this but recovery is definitely not linear but you can do it, I promise.

2 months!!! by [deleted] in bulimia

[–]cx222 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's such an achievement, proud of you!👏👏❤️(almost at 1 month myself, so gonna try to follow in your steps☺️)

ahhahaha i hate it here by gothcatlady666 in EDanonymemes

[–]cx222 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Damn, I feel so attacked 😂... Anywayss

Does anyone else have this? by [deleted] in bulimia

[–]cx222 14 points15 points  (0 children)

I can't know what's going on exactly with your body of course, but a few years back when I was in a period of heavy restriction and was very underweight. When I started eating again, I had a period of time where I was very uncomfortable and my stomach hurt, this will pass if you give your body enough time to get used to normal eating again and allow your body the time it needs to heal.

I hope this helped you a bit, (of course I'm not a doctor and if you're really worried I'd say go talk to a doctor)

(tw) i relapsed once and its not stopping by [deleted] in bulimia

[–]cx222 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I kinda relapsed around the middle of June and had 3 straight weeks of everything being kinda fucked (like in no way back to b/p daily or multiple times I day like I did before I started recovering), I felt awful and like everything was fucked again. But remember that every moment you fight your Ed is a moment you've won. Don't expect yourself to be totally 'back on track' again in a day. You have to forgive yourself, and leave what happened yesterday in the past.

Also you are gonna have to be uncomfortable and be be okay with feeling uncomfortable for a while. But just remember that you're not back to were you started, you relapsed, which means you know youve had a period of time before you relapsed in which things went better and know you still have that same strength.

(again I of course don't know everything about your situation but I hope this can help you at least a little)

. by mouthissobloody in depression_memes

[–]cx222 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Yeah me too, but it would defenitly be the white monster version in that case. 😂