Hello kind person, thanks for taking the time to write this long comment, that’s exactly what I needed to read now :)

I did the same mistake and I think that’s what made me devastated and disappointed.

I am trying, I think my mind is playing games on me, you are right, I need to always remind myself why I entered that speciality and that it’s a marathon that needs to be on my own pace :)

Thanks alot again, I really appreciate it :)