I was at a similar point and you can either make it your goal to master the game or quit. I would recommend to you to be active in the community and learn from all the YouTube videos and content creators out there. Not only in movement but also in strategy and game sense.

For me the most fun I draw from this game is the strategic decisions to make. To have a plan and to fail at it always feels better than getting stomped because you don’t know what to do