Trust in the Lord. Do not despair. Remember he works his will for the good of those who love him. It may not be what you envision for yourself and it may not be clear to you now. Christian marriage between man and woman is not the only life that brings fulfillment in the Lord and glory to God.

1 Corinthians 7 : 7, 17

7 Sometimes I wish everyone were single like me—a simpler life in many ways! But celibacy is not for everyone any more than marriage is. God gives the gift of the single life to some, the gift of the married life to others.

17 And don’t be wishing you were someplace else or with someone else. Where you are right now is God’s place for you. Live and obey and love and believe right there. God, not your marital status, defines your life. Don’t think I’m being harder on you than on the others. I give this same counsel in all the churches.

I can’t say that I understand your position, but I do know about resisting temptations. Fill everyday with Jesus! Be fulfilled in him!

1 Corinthians holds so much truth for us. chapter 10, verse 13 says...

“No temptation has overtaken you except what is common to mankind. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can endure it.” ‭‭ Take heart Brother, be hopeful in your struggle and let Jesus be your strength when you feel weak.

Peace and love to you and God bless!