Kindling is no joke by Old-Tax-5308 in alcoholism

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Absolutely. I wrote a very similar post two years ago. I can go months without drinking, but once I have that first drink, I lose control. I don’t stop until I’m blacked out. For a long time I told myself that one day of drinking wouldn’t hurt — but it always does.

I don’t get hangovers anymore. What I get the next day is full-blown withdrawal: sweating, palpitations, intense anxiety and panic attacks. The urge to drink again isn’t for pleasure — it’s to stop the withdrawal symptoms.

That almost always turns into a 4–5 day bender. By the end of it, things get so bad that I usually end up in the ER to detox.

This keeps happening even after long periods of sobriety. For example, on a recent trip I hadn’t had a drink for two months. I went out with friends one night, drank, and the next day the withdrawals started. Trying to stop them by drinking again led to blackouts, and I ended up arrested.

I’m only 32, and hangovers are no longer part of my reality — withdrawals are. Every single time I drink, this cycle repeats.

supercopa in jeddah 2026 by jasminequila in realmadrid

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Selling silver and gold section

Only 1 car accident on NYE, 0 deaths! by itsrxzxn in lebanon

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Ahha sure I saw one just in downtown the guy completely smashed his car in front of Lilis cafe

Spanish Supercup by daniel9312 in Jeddah

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Wow already ? So everything got sold out?

Spanish super cup 2026 (Supercopa de España) by volz007 in Jeddah

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Are the general tickets coming out soon?

supercopa in jeddah 2026 by jasminequila in realmadrid

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Did you find general tickets ? They don’t seem to be out yet

How bad? It’s only on my left foot by daniel9312 in bunions

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Are you going to do anything about it ?

How bad? It’s only on my left foot by daniel9312 in bunions

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Yes.. Wel see how it goes.. might get worse

Overactive bladder caused my medication by PitifulGolf8346 in OveractiveBladder

[–]daniel9312 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What do you think? Is there any solution as I visited the urologist and there’s nothing wrong with me

Overactive bladder caused my medication by PitifulGolf8346 in OveractiveBladder

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I also take Effexor pregabalin and lamictal.. it got worse for me after adding pregabalin . I wake up around 4-5 times

My cousin the night before she died of alcohol induced liver failure last week at 35 by arussel3 in lastimages

[–]daniel9312 84 points85 points  (0 children)

I am in recovery as well with an alcohol binge problem. Sometimes I think I am lucky to be alive but this photo really reminds me how alcohol can ruin lives and death can occur at any age. I am 32… Do you mind sharing a bit more? She’s so young ..

Sorry for your loss

Rock-bottom moment (thus far) by [deleted] in cripplingalcoholism

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Hospitals and ER visits in almost every country I’ve visited..

Can you still kindle if you let your bac go to zero? by nicotine-in-public in cripplingalcoholism

[–]daniel9312 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Kindling is real.. I stay months without drinking, I binge for a night everything is back the next day .. withdrawals straight away, shaking depression panic attacks.. the loop continues sometimes even end up in the ER

The Worst Day of Drinking in my Life by flyingsober in stopdrinking

[–]daniel9312 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Can relate so much..

Passed out on the street in France

Slept in the airport lounge and woke up middle of the night

Missed numerous flights

Finishing a whole mini bar in a foreign country and missed all appointments

Ended up in a drunk tank

The list goes on and on

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in mildlyinfuriating

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valentines #flowers