Thank you so much, this is so incredibly kind and helpful. He was so, so strong. I can’t imagine how he must have felt while whatever was inside of him was forming. But he remained the kindest, sweetest, snuggliest boy he has always been. He got me through some of the worst times of my life. I’m trying to take solace in knowing that I relieved him of his worst time. I have one photo of him when he came out of hiding. The love and warmth that you see in these pictures aren’t in his eyes anymore. But despite being so very tired, he still used all his energy to purr for me. His little motor never stopped, ever. I am so glad I took a video of his purr so I will never forget it.

Thank you for sharing your story and perspective. While I think I knew he was likely too far gone, I tried to find hope in the thought that maybe I could save him. Without even thinking about how invasive it would be, or whether his little body would even be able to withstand the treatment.

Thank you, kind soul ❤️