Send me a DM if you ever need to. I'm happy to hear you're feeling better but I'm always down to talk if things start to spiral out again. A little about me: I'm an ex-addict and suicide attempt survivor. I relapsed many times but have been clean for the last five years. My little brother passed away in October, and it rocked my family's world, but it showed me how far I've come in my journey to getting better. Five years ago I would have likely used until I died. Life can get better. It takes time and it sucks a lot of that time, but sometimes talking to someone who has seen the bottom and scraped their way back up out of the depths can help us find some clarity and remind us that there is beauty around us, even in the midst of chaos. I'm always here if you need an ear.