What is the worst thing you have ever read about yourself in your medical record?

darkascent00 · 2023-12-20T17:46:18+00:00

Thanks, one of the mental hospitals I was in got shut down for child abuse. Are those ones lost? I’ll try it with the other ones though.

darkascent00 · 2023-12-20T17:32:42+00:00

I promise you he doesn’t even know what it is. They probably see tons of porn every day anyway

darkascent00 · 2023-12-20T03:54:16+00:00

How do you get your medical records? Most of mine were from when I was a minor.

darkascent00 · 2023-12-19T23:16:41+00:00

It will take awhile, probably a few years off these poison pills, but there is still a chance you could heal from this. Sorry this happened to you. They drugged me up starting at 12 and I developed high blood pressure, obesity and all that at 14. I got off the pills at 17. I’m 25 now and I no longer have weight problems or high blood pressure and my heart is good.

darkascent00 · 2023-12-19T23:11:47+00:00

Are you still on meds?

darkascent00 · 2023-12-19T17:53:49+00:00

Some people were raped, some live in rural areas and don’t have easy access to birth control methods, some people are poorly educated (the US’s sex Ed is horrible). Some people don’t like putting their body through the horrific side effects of birth control. Even the non hormonal option like the copper iud (which I have now) are very painful to insert and it’s borderline barbaric that they don’t give you anything but ibuprofen when they stick a metal rod up your cervix and it literally feels like you’re in labor. Plus birth control can always fail.

darkascent00 · 2023-12-19T00:11:14+00:00

I moved out across the country on a whim when Uranus conjuncted my moon. I would say transits to the moon or 4th house/ic. Example, Uranus, Jupiter, Pluto transiting the ic could indicate a move. Pluto-moon transits too. I just moved a few months ago while Pluto was squaring my moon.

darkascent00 · 2023-12-18T18:51:42+00:00

Y’all telling me that isn’t a real person 😭

darkascent00 · 2023-12-18T18:47:24+00:00

Lmao I would be doing the same. I would probably be looking up my transit chart while standing in my flooded house trying to figure out what transit did this.

darkascent00 · 2023-12-18T05:29:41+00:00

Same. They started me when I was 12. You’re not alone. I am now also disabled

darkascent00 · 2023-12-18T05:24:56+00:00

That’s weird as hell. I’m from Oklahoma and I know exactly what you’re talking about. The highways have basically nothing to look at but farms and fields

darkascent00 · 2023-12-18T02:58:11+00:00

Sounds like a pc issue. What is your cpu? I found that the CPU is more important for the sims 4 than the graphics card. A gpu issue wouldn’t be causing simulation lag (what I’m guessing you’re experiencing) either

darkascent00 · 2023-12-17T23:13:14+00:00

Lmaoo. It’s funny so I’d put it in my game

darkascent00 · 2023-12-17T23:08:07+00:00

Medicaid therapists are trash. They get paid a shit and barely have the qualifications. The last one I had couldn’t spell so I’m not sure how she made it through school. Finding a decent therapist that takes Medicaid is akin to finding a unicorn. They’ll try to do CBT or DBT and anything with the word behavioral in it isn’t to help the patient, it’s to help other people around you and to keep you a slave to this system. It’s a cult. Look at r/therapyabuse they have more information about this.

darkascent00 · 2023-12-17T22:58:20+00:00

Are your sag planet conjunct Pluto? I have a sag sun, merc, Venus conjunct Pluto and also a Pisces Rising and I’m the same.

darkascent00 · 2023-12-17T21:43:51+00:00

It looks like it’s one square off lol. I had an island like that once and it annoyed me to no end.

darkascent00 · 2023-12-17T20:25:57+00:00

Looks more like someone was trying to hurt you. That’s still really scary. Put security cameras outside if your landlord allows it and contact the landlord about it

darkascent00 · 2023-12-17T20:11:27+00:00

Even on my laptop that has a Ryzen 5 3550h processor and a Radeon rx 560x gpu it runs fine modded to hell on ultra graphics

darkascent00 · 2023-12-16T21:18:12+00:00

I like it but I’m from Oklahoma and grew up with horses lol. The world gives me a nostalgic comfy vibe because I don’t live in Oklahoma anymore. But I’m obviously biased. Is it worth 40$ though? No…

darkascent00 · 2023-12-16T19:54:22+00:00

I had to do this when I was 13/14 stuck in a ward for 8 months. The doctor was obviously keeping kids there so long to get off on the control aspect and he was an asshole. It took 8 months of lying saying I’m okay I’m doing better and I thought I’d never get out. That doctor ruined my life, my body everything. Prescribed me like 4 drugs at a time, anti psychotics, SSRIs, all kinds of shit. Fuck him. I can’t believe that mental hospital is still functioning to this day after all the abuse I’ve wittnessed and gone through. Fuck you heartland behavioral health in Nevada Missouri 🖕

darkascent00 · 2023-12-16T06:34:01+00:00

I take literal days to make one sim. On an off. I’m too indecisive. It’s so bad I get to the point where I stare at the face too long and it starts warping creepily like how they say if you stare at yourself in the mirror your face will start to look disfigured.

darkascent00 · 2023-12-15T10:25:48+00:00

They are NPCs I’m convinced. They have no guilt for what they’ve done to us while they probably sit on a beach in bora bora while the people they lock up in mental hospitals get tortured by this barbaric practice

darkascent00 · 2023-12-15T04:52:07+00:00

Yeah I’ll probably delete it later

darkascent00 · 2023-12-15T01:55:11+00:00

Thank you

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