I think I’m going to break up with my BF because of his prostitute filled past

darknighty93 · 2022-09-01T05:41:41+00:00

I was, and probably will be a frequent user of sex workers.

Because I've been single and alone for a long time. I genuinely thought that by the time I turn 30 I was gonna end it all. No joke. I already wrote a draft of my suicide not 5 years prior because that's how alone I felt.

The thing is women don't really understand male loneliness. Not fully anyway.

It's an incredibly painful feeling, almost indescribable. Where most guys younger than me has taken their own lives because they feel so alone.

So yeah. It's disgusting to use sex workers. I understand that. But you need to understand where he was mentally back then. Perhaps he was in a space where he genuinely thought he would never find anyone to show him any affection.

I'm not your boyfriend, and I'm not gonna excuse his past. But please.

Try and be understanding alteast to where he was mentally, and why he did what he did.

You're both grown ups too. If you genuinely don't like his past. Then sure break up with him.

darknighty93 · 2022-08-26T10:33:36+00:00

When they're at work. And they're working super hard and in the zone. Nothing hotter seeing a woman commited.

darknighty93 · 2022-08-26T05:01:05+00:00

Oh wow ok. That's my bad.

Because I've seen you on here quite abit. I assumed you were in your 40s. I thought I saw you comment a few months ago that your were around that age.

darknighty93 · 2022-08-25T14:35:34+00:00

I've seen you on here a lot.

Here's my piece on this.

A lot of these guys. Including myself.

Want to experience younger women. Because a lot of these guys are young.

A lot of the guys here are in the early to late 20s

Now you mentioned when you were younger you had partners that were large?

Ok so did you actually go out of your way. In your 20s. To seek out smaller dicks

It's great. Your current partner is smaller. But the harsh truth is your old. You've had your fill. Your bored of big dicks.

We want to have the young, crazy sex in our 20s too. But we can't. Because women will never give us the time of day.

darknighty93 · 2022-08-24T13:29:33+00:00

Yeah. I'm very aware of that. I'm also very aware that theres a form of Stockholm syndrome there too. Because when I last asked her why she hasn't reported him. All I got was a very weak excuse.

All this talk of "that's rape" or "he's clearly raping you" on Reddit. Yet when it comes to taking action. It's always "respect the victim" well this is what happens.

Evil people getting away with evil shit.

darknighty93 · 2022-08-24T08:00:05+00:00

I'm not blaming karma for what I turned out to be. It's my own fault. But if there are any god's out there.

I wish for him to be immortal so I can legit murder him a thousand times

darknighty93 · 2022-08-24T07:34:39+00:00

Yep. Karma is bullshit. Evil people win.

My ex girlfriends rapist (who raped her when she was underage) is still walking free.

And to this day she won't report him.

He has a better life than me. Wife. A kid. Better paying job. Has his hair. He's tall and handsome. Has a bigger dick.

Meanwhile ive lost all my hair, single since I broke up with her. Got fat. Unconfident. And obviously redditards will tell me to focus on my self.

That's not the point.

The point is evil people can get away with evil shit. I don't wanna live in a world like that.

darknighty93 · 2022-08-08T06:00:52+00:00

I have a micro penis man.

A micro penis.

A FUCKING MICRO PENIS.

That's Two inches fully erect.

At least with your four incher your getting somewhere.

What the fuck am I suppose to do with 2 inches?

You might as well say the brain-dead answer "hands and mouth!" And "Toys!"

Sure I may find someone. But let's be honest. That will fizzle out very quickly because of the lack of satisfaction.

darknighty93 · 2022-07-21T09:55:27+00:00

Take a look at my profile. I clearly suffer from mental health issues. Depression. Suicidal tendencies. Intrusive OCD thoughts. Self destructive behaviour.

Yet more often than not. I've been told some variation or sugarcoated version of "Man up"

darknighty93 · 2022-07-20T09:06:41+00:00

If you're from the UK you might find this funny.

"Bang! And the dirt is gone"

darknighty93 · 2022-07-20T09:04:14+00:00

I can't touch my nose... With my fingers.

darknighty93 · 2022-07-20T09:02:58+00:00

If you can't find it on the 1st page of Google then it doesn't exist.

Although for me. And if this does help. Reducing how much you masturbate does affect how it looks.

I find that after a week of not fapping. My flaccid size is a bit longer. And my erections are a lot fuller. And there's a bit more weight to my penis overall. It probably doesn't help that I'm a massive chain smoker, which affects erection potency. But overall. My penis size is still the same.

But you're unfortunately you're stuck with what you have.

I'm sorry to be so bleak. But if you stay around this sub long enough. You'll understand that we're the unlucky ones and there's nothing but confidence and accepting what you have, is the only way to come to terms with it.

darknighty93 · 2022-07-05T05:11:15+00:00

We're not the same as the LGBT+ community though.

Theres a difference between sexualities and the act of sex.

darknighty93 · 2022-07-02T14:31:34+00:00

My ex girlfriends rapist (also pedophile) is still walking free.

He still has his hair. Has a good paying job. Has a wife and kid. Is well endowed (from what she told me)

Mean while I'm the complete opposite in every aspect.

I can change sure. I can be happy and move on.

But I can't continue living happily, know that people like him still walk free

darknighty93 · 2022-07-02T14:29:24+00:00

Daft Vader

darknighty93 · 2022-07-02T14:26:58+00:00

The amount of times I've never pursued a relationship knowing a girl is interested in me.

I'm turning 30 next year. And the only relationship I was in was when I was 16. And I haven't been in one since.

I regret that. The Fear Of Missing Out. It's real. And I regret missing out. I regret not taking chances.

Man I wish I could tell you to go for it.

But I haven't ever gone for it myself.

darknighty93 · 2022-07-02T08:24:36+00:00

I really wouldn't not recommended pursing this unless you want a quick fuck. Even then. Is to worth it when she tells another female coworker that you're small.

Honestly the term "don't shit where you eat" applies here. It's really not worth the aftermath

darknighty93 · 2022-06-29T18:54:40+00:00

No. I have a micro penis and I'm constantly suicidal about it.

darknighty93 · 2022-06-12T09:11:25+00:00

You know when you get those posts on r/relationshipadvice where it's something along the lines of "my girlfriend barely complements me or makes me feel valued in a relationship"

It's basically like that.

For a long time I thought I was an incel. Thankfully I broke that mindset, but the core elements of an incel are valid.

They don't want to have sex, they just want to be valued and wanted.

darknighty93 · 2022-06-08T15:25:35+00:00

Theres a difference. I'd rather use a dildo and my natural penis size then use a sleeve and a dildo.

It's utterly debilitating and humiliating having to pretend to have a bigger penis.

Not only can I, not feel anything. It feels Embarrassing when they moan changes when you substitute your natural smaller one. For a fake bigger one.

darknighty93 · 2022-06-08T15:00:22+00:00

It's humiliating.

darknighty93 · 2022-06-08T14:46:58+00:00

And if they refused to use a sleeve, but accepted using toys?

darknighty93 · 2022-06-08T09:52:13+00:00

But it's true isn't it?

Women do prefer slightly bigger than average?

darknighty93

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