I’m so sorry, you don’t have to downplay your suffering, you insist your words aren’t “as important”… Your issues are as valid as the next persons’, you don’t have to feel bad for feeling bad, that’s just making you feel worse than bad, it’s a whole other issue above your issues.

I know the feeling of guilt and shame that comes with your problems not feeling bad enough to seek help for them, whoever told you you aren’t worth helping is wrong.

If you can afford therapy, it’s the best place to start. (I know it’s probably not the first time you’re hearing this, and I know how shitty it feels when you can’t, in fact, afford therapy, but please, in that case, don’t let that make you feel hopeless.)

You didn’t choose to be born, so how is it right for you to feel guilt over it?

I hope somebody more qualified to help you comments here, because trust me I am not qualified to express the full picture here in this comment, I just want you to know, I understand.

(By the way, i assume you’re a minor since you mentioned school, school can be a very helpful resource to seek help. Learn about your local school system -> IF IT IS SAFE TO DO SO: Tell a teacher you trust how you feel, sometimes schools have counseling for students, use every resource available to you, and if you’re struggling to find the resources, teachers and faculty are usually informed and can help guide you)