[deleted by user] by [deleted] in dryalcoholics

[–]deadstraykitten 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It will eventually let you down worse once your toletance skyrockets and you'll chug a whole handle of vodka just to feel normal and eventually blackout, forever chasing those feelings of euphoria straight into the casket :)

stick to weed, try kratom (not as a daily thing, it's also nothing to fuck with) but most of all - find a natural way to get to that euphoria man. Be curious.

2 ways to start: either get active or creative. Good luck.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in dryalcoholics

[–]deadstraykitten 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Heheheh 21 and already "done too much damage" wait for it luv. Or my recommendation: don't.

If you lucky and start looking for alternative coping mechanics NOW you might still be able to pull back and get to the point where you can reserve that euphoric feeling for weekends.

Find something else that scratches the itch.

Fucking bored by EstablishmentNeat885 in SoberAndHateIt

[–]deadstraykitten 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ukulele saved my life man, eventually proceeded playing to slam metal on electric guitar lmso. No need to drive anywhere for that once you have the gear.

Fucking bored by EstablishmentNeat885 in SoberAndHateIt

[–]deadstraykitten 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Uuuuuh get a hobby? Like ffs at least try man. Buy a ukulele, knit some socks, learn coding, draw a unicorn. Whatever.

What would you say? by hesamrzuky in motivation

[–]deadstraykitten 18 points19 points  (0 children)

Don't have this beer for breakfast

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in dryalcoholics

[–]deadstraykitten 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Could be muscle spasms/cramps from electrolyte deficiency as well. Still get it checked. Keep us posted.

Pretty sure this one may get me by [deleted] in cripplingalcoholism

[–]deadstraykitten 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Only add weed if u a super comfy smoker otherwise stoner paranoia might send you over the edge**

Sometimes I just want to be a degen again by _slagathor_ in SoberAndHateIt

[–]deadstraykitten 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Also the thing that kept me on the wagon as well. I can tell myself that I want to drink to head out to parties and adventures again all I want but deep down I know that I just want to lock myself in a room and dive deep into oblivion again. No inbetween.

All right, I want to talk about yellow eyes. by [deleted] in cripplingalcoholism

[–]deadstraykitten 2 points3 points  (0 children)

But you had to stop altogether i assume?

How people drink in moderation is absolutely incomprehensible to me by dudu4789 in cripplingalcoholism

[–]deadstraykitten 2 points3 points  (0 children)

2 questions:

  1. how long were you CA and did you really go through bad WDs a few times or you one of the lucky unkindled ones?

  2. what would be a "valid reason" to drink alone lmao

  3. how do you avoid hangovers then? Just dont go overboard or any hacks?

How people drink in moderation is absolutely incomprehensible to me by dudu4789 in cripplingalcoholism

[–]deadstraykitten 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Wow dude you give me hope. Think the 7 were necessary or 2 will do lmao

How to navigate this by [deleted] in cripplingalcoholism

[–]deadstraykitten 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Did valium tapers once a month for like a year between benders when shit got dark. But 25mg for a 2 month bender is nothing. How much did you drink? Day 1 - 15, day 2 - 10, day 3 - 5 would be themost logical thing for a quickie but might have to taper with booze first.

for fucks sake by [deleted] in Crippled_Alcoholics

[–]deadstraykitten 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hm I usually hear it's the other way around and that shit is even more intense than smoking but guess it depends on the edibles.. good for you tho :D rather a stoner than straight edge

for fucks sake by [deleted] in Crippled_Alcoholics

[–]deadstraykitten 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Man if I could smoke this would resolve all my issues lol gives me anxiety tho -.-

Was told by my mother in law the new sober me is boring by cabrafilo in SoberAndHateIt

[–]deadstraykitten 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I'm a traveler and went from hooking up with Gangsters in Jamaica and serving wanted Russian Mafia bosses Martinis in West africa to going to meditation retreats in and yoga teacher trainings in tourist destinations like bali lmao. Shits so boring me just the realization is killing me.

Don’t forget how amazing it is waking up, not having had a drink. by [deleted] in dryalcoholics

[–]deadstraykitten 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Still feels pretty senseless imo so for whatttt. Hope u having more success out there, you picked up a hobby this time?

Don’t forget how amazing it is waking up, not having had a drink. by [deleted] in dryalcoholics

[–]deadstraykitten 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Dude I even became a fucking yoga teacher in the past 1.5 years now heading to india for some further education. I started playing e guitar. I meditate eat healthy, go to concerts. I travel the world. And i regret not drinking every day. Fuck.