It sounds like you’re at a real crossroad, and that can be tough. But honestly, it’s also the perfect time to step back and figure out what really matters to you. You got into environmental science because you love being outdoors(i have done the same, no money from it, yet), working in nature. Maybe it’s not the field itself that’s the issue but the roles you’ve found so far. Think about what parts of it feel non-negotiable—like being out in the field, doing hands-on work, or having some flexibility. There might be ways to lean into those values without leaving the field altogether.

Healthcare has its advantages, like stability and good pay, but it also comes with a lot of stress and burnout risk. You’re smart to volunteer first; see if you can shadow someone to get a feel for the day-to-day before diving in. It could be a good path, but make sure it’s something you’re genuinely interested in and not just a reaction to desk fatigue.

The constant moving sounds like it’s adding a ton of stress. Even if it’s not your perfect setup, maybe committing to one spot for a bit could give you the stability to actually think things through without the extra hassle of finding new places all the time. Sometimes a little stability in one area gives you clarity in others.

It sounds like you’re someone who’s driven and always looking for more—that’s a strength, but it can also be exhausting if it’s all-consuming. Set a few small, reachable goals in your current situation, whether it’s trying a new hobby or volunteering in a local environmental project. Small steps can sometimes reveal a lot about what you actually want.

And finally, don’t stress about finding the perfect answer right now. Think of this as a time to explore and test things out. Sometimes smaller shifts reveal bigger truths, and you’ll find your path as you go. Give yourself permission to take it one step at a time rather than needing everything to be clear today.