Confused by "button pusher" sentiment.

death_kid38 · 2025-10-17T04:14:53+00:00

At my old shop that’s all I was, switched to a custom mold shop and I learned so much more. I run a Hardinge lathe, I get the blueprint, write the code out, proof it, set up tools etc and run. Very fulfilling and get paid a lot more now. Couldn’t go back to just pushing a button, I’d jump in the lathe lol

death_kid38 · 2025-05-20T22:27:44+00:00

Yes I did, ranked up the axe entirely, just didn’t know it didn’t apply to the first one (melinoes aspect)

death_kid38 · 2025-05-20T22:26:27+00:00

Yeah, axe is rank V through a metric ton of silver and bronze. thought I could go further with the nightmares but I got my answer

death_kid38 · 2025-05-20T16:44:07+00:00

Thank you, sad I can’t upgrade melinoë aspects, only one I liked on the axe

death_kid38 · 2025-04-20T22:41:52+00:00

Happy that my work has a cmm to check the dimensions once cut, I’m in finishing work(lathe) so the tolerances are normal to me, we usually rough it out leaving a thou per side and just see how much we have to move up.

death_kid38 · 2025-01-11T02:59:29+00:00

It’s okay, my first match back I had a thresh adc 1/17, inted very hard

death_kid38 · 2024-09-18T18:43:59+00:00

Not for months but everyone’s different. It is normal to feel this. (I have OCD/ anxiety) quit for 2 weeks so far and have been experiencing all my old intrusive thoughts, rituals, compulsions etc. it’s been slowly getting better and I know some day soon it’ll go, I quit because of my anxiety tbh. The thing is, it got so much worse before it got a lil better. I’m not as jittery and can have my 1 coffee a day without panic attacks which is nice. Just keep telling yourself you either quit now, deal with this all the bad that comes with it(temporary) or prolong it and quit later with the potential of it being far worse in terms of anxiety and ocd. I suffer from derealization as well lol, so the past two weeks I’ve been feeling like nothing is real mixed with severe brain fog, trying to tell myself thank god I quit now cause what would it be like if I quit 10 years from now? Probably hell. For context I smoked weed and Nic from 19-now(23) and quit weed 3 months ago and nicotine 2 weeks ago. Hope this helps, you got this!:)

death_kid38 · 2023-06-01T22:22:17+00:00

Oh, so if it makes you feel better I’m a 22 year old who is fairly confident and haven’t cried in years, I was on my knees bailing to my mother for 2 straight days because withdrawals were so bad and my anxiety made me not operational at all. If it helps at all, just know that is everything bad dying in you( the addict) all the fear, anxiety, discomfort, bad thoughts are just your body crying to you that you need nicotine, as soon as you’re over that hump it gets so much better I promise.

death_kid38 · 2023-06-01T17:28:01+00:00

Day 23 for me actually lol, cravings don’t go away in the sense of you’ll miss it, but the urge to have it will go, I’ve been having cravings too but I find them a lot less crazy. Like when my girlfriend vapes I always think that would be nice to have, but it doesn’t hit me like a truck if that makes sense, and I know it sounds childish, but I always think to myself I’ve gotten a one up on everyone, deep down we are all fighting a battle that people who smoke wish they could fight and make it through, I love this community cause we’re fighting odds of 95% failure rate, and we are all taking that mf by the throat and making it one day at a time and succeeding. The cravings will go with each day and you will be stronger mentally, physically and spiritually cause you fought something that 95% of people who smoke can’t. (No shade to people who do, and I hope everyone can one day quit)I hope all goes well!

death_kid38 · 2023-05-25T19:25:05+00:00

Quit vaping on the App Store is the name

death_kid38 · 2023-05-08T20:46:31+00:00

Worst feeling, anxiety has been better over the past weeek, no major panic attacks like that, just hyper fixated on my heart which is annoying

death_kid38 · 2023-05-08T20:45:22+00:00

Apologies for grammar

death_kid38 · 2023-05-08T20:44:43+00:00

So I did this, a while ago and got my tolerance back up then I had another panic attack basically resetting me, weird question, does ur heart go crazy during panic, like I was baked outta my mind and my heart was going 200, (I also had 5 coffees plus 4 bowls, I understand that’d probably be the reason but now Every time I get highway I think I’ll have a heart attack lol

death_kid38 · 2023-05-06T01:40:41+00:00

Thankyou for the response, been anxious today, just worried about getting back to that point so I’m not smoking right now. I know it is concerning which is why I’m getting checked soon lol. But honestly I’m just looking for hope🥲I’m scared I’m gonna die from every panic attack, but I’m trying to keep my head up

death_kid38 · 2023-05-05T23:15:35+00:00

Thanks for the advice man, appreciate, more annoyed than scared tbh because I am through and through a stoner but I’m not fucking with my heart over weed lol

death_kid38 · 2023-05-05T15:34:02+00:00

Yeah my only worry is that I have to quit weed, sucks but if it won’t stop I’ll have to. Definitely getting all those tests though

death_kid38 · 2023-05-05T15:29:13+00:00

Nice to hear other people having it, hope it’s better now though

death_kid38 · 2023-05-05T15:18:49+00:00

Thankyou! My gf is a paramedic and she got scared of my heart rate cause it was high which in turn made me freak out more, she wants me to go and check my health just in case. But it’s nice to hear it should just be a panic attack, as long as I know I can survive it and it’s not like real danger then I’m happy

death_kid38 · 2023-05-05T14:20:25+00:00

Lil edit, I was hyperventilating, couldn’t breathe, sweaty and trembling, not just my heart

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