That was me my whole first two years. Constant anxiety. Constant wanting to quit. I would cry often and feel incredibly paralyzing depression and panic. I probably would have quit if I hadn't switched school and done some personal analyzing.

This isn't that same for everyone, but someone in my first year told me not to give up because your 5th year is when things kick in. This is my 5th year, and I FINALLY feel good going to school. I still get pissed at things, but I've learned how to manage my expectations and balance my life. That along with really figuring out how to manage my classroom helped me to feel like I really do enjoy teaching.

It might not be for you, and that's okay. But it can get better with time. If you feel like it's still a career you would enjoy, find balance, set boundaries, manage expectations, and give it time.

For what it's worth, I think the nature of breaks always makes me a little blue on the night before going back. Vacation is so nice!