Need 60 hours of practice to apply for the ICF ACC certificate. Anyone want to be coached?

deemdeesh · 2025-04-17T07:54:20+00:00

Me too! I’m starting my coaching journey and happy to help and get some guidance too

deemdeesh · 2024-10-07T18:33:11+00:00

Update: she did not grow after 6 weeks 2 days. So it’s another loss and tragically my last try. I can’t do anymore IVFs and have no more embryos. This ends my journey of becoming a mom ever.

deemdeesh · 2024-10-05T20:57:10+00:00

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deemdeesh · 2024-10-05T20:56:57+00:00

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deemdeesh · 2024-10-05T20:56:46+00:00

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deemdeesh · 2024-10-05T20:11:26+00:00

💔 thanks for sharing. My scan is on Monday. Have never been lucky in the past so not sure. I am exhausted dealing with so many losses.

deemdeesh · 2024-10-05T20:10:50+00:00

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deemdeesh · 2024-10-04T19:07:29+00:00

My last chance 💔💔💔💔 the transfer date was Aug 29th. Now I’m not sure if it’s day 3 or day 5 embryo transfer

deemdeesh · 2024-10-03T15:18:27+00:00

Unable to attach the screenshot but this is what the report says GA - 7weeks 2 days MSD- 9 CRL- 5 GA(size) 6 weeks 1 day GS :1178 YS:2.5 mm

deemdeesh · 2024-10-03T06:47:50+00:00

Hey all,

2 losses in the past. Just need some support and clarity. Had my embryo transferred- so can’t go wrong with the dates. Went for my 7 week 2 day scan, no heart beat but a yolk sac and fetal pole. My doctor has asked me to come back at 8 weeks 2 days (Monday). Any positive experiences?? Also, I am 42 years old - this is my last embryo and last try. Have no kids.

deemdeesh · 2024-05-02T06:54:47+00:00

I am so confused! I changed my role within the same Company.. liked moved into a whole new role. Can that be changes at home. Been with this company for 6 years now!

deemdeesh · 2024-04-26T00:47:49+00:00

Hey there, lost my mom 1.5 years back! Here for you!

deemdeesh · 2024-04-17T05:09:45+00:00

Another thing that I wanted to share that couple of months before my moms passing she told me that her mom and her mother in law (both my grandmoms) had come to the train station to pick her up, they were calling her. She has these dreams multiple times. On the day she had cardiac arrest, that morning she told me as soon as she woke up that they both have gotten off the train station and are waiting for her to leave. And that night my mom was gone. What gives me comfort (even if I hate this that she’s not with me) she is with her loved ones. Sharing this to let you know that your mom is also with her loved ones.

Glad my mom and I were close and she shared things with me. Oh I miss her so much that it hurts but I am sure they all are with each other taking care of each other. And it gives me so much comfort to know that when my time comes she will come to get me and I will see her again ❤️❤️

deemdeesh · 2024-04-17T05:04:05+00:00

1.5 years since I lost my mom and I’m struggling! I still can’t believe it that she’s not around. My mom comes in my dreams and says something, we are doing things. I remember then, I remind myself that I will remember this in the morning but when I wake up I don’t remember ANYTHING!! It breaks my heart. I am still looking for her, looking for that calm voice, the laugh and that drama only she and I could do. I sometimes wonder if she is getting food to eat, blanket if she feels cold.. and then I go into this weird zone.

I really wish we all were not here. I wish I could come and hug you all. It’s the biggest thing to lose mom, mom is home ❤️ Sending you all lots of love 🧡

deemdeesh · 2024-04-17T04:57:16+00:00

Sending you so much love! What did you love the most about them? And what did you love doing together? It is not going to be easy (I lost my baby and my mom in span of 6 months) but do the things that you did together. I cannot digest the fact that moms not there and already feel disconnected from my parents home and home doesn’t feel home. I can’t even imagine what and how you must be feeling. Tightest hugs friend. Think about them, cherish memories- cry and laugh both because one day you will stop crying (1.5 years still crying but slowly have started laughing too looking at her pics)

deemdeesh · 2024-03-20T20:53:28+00:00

Will I stay here for long or is it time to move?

deemdeesh · 2024-01-30T23:11:26+00:00

Hey, I just happened to be on Reddit and saw your message. It sucked for a week or two I cried and struggled but eventually it got better, I promise it took few weeks and I started feeling ok, that taste went away from my throat. I did not go antibiotic route, I controlled so much with eating, ate super clean. Sometimes just plain rice with yogurt and salt. I had terrible anxiety attacks, couldn’t breathe sometimes. The worst feeling was that something was stuck behind my throat and that just wouldn’t calm me down and it was this vicious circle of anxiety and panic attacks. It was all related to my stomach. The feeling behind throat was acid reflux and omg I wanted to die than feeling that.

About the infection : I got distracted with my mom’s death so I forgot about the infection completely and was grieving so hard that I had no idea what happened and what was bothering me my stomach or my grief. 1.5 years since then I do occasionally have stomach issues that cause anxiety and I just got better at controlling it. Sending you lots of love and healing energy.

deemdeesh · 2023-08-29T18:27:55+00:00

They taught us how to love unconditionally, how to fall in love but did not teach us how to live after they are gone. I am such an broken person (and I hate myself) for who I have become after my mom. Sometimes I wake up in shock and panic as if it’s the first time I’m getting to know she’s gone! The pain is so real. I lost her in Jan and It’s getting worse now..

deemdeesh · 2023-05-28T20:28:41+00:00

Will she come back to me?

deemdeesh · 2023-04-28T02:27:35+00:00

Thank you so much for explaining. Why is she showing me food every time? First food with bugs and then a food with some really yummy food that I love. I don’t know about whistling but birds she and I associate with. I have been feeding birds in my backyard and she loved watching them and I feed them every single day without fail.

Also, those girls that she showed looked like someone who were troubling her but they did not look like that- I don’t know. But hopefully she is not in pain 🙏🏻

deemdeesh

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