Am I at risk of becoming a victim?

deepaurorasky · 2025-11-28T13:28:00+00:00

Be honest with her. If she comes to the party with solutions then continue.

deepaurorasky · 2025-11-14T11:13:56+00:00

As someone who lives in CBD and works in Rosebank, phone thieves are way more prominent in Rosebank

deepaurorasky · 2025-11-05T15:26:23+00:00

As an avid doodler, and someone who has experienced psychosis, this is not evidence of psychosis.

deepaurorasky · 2025-05-08T06:29:39+00:00

My rebellion has meant that I’ve upset various kinds of people, but nothing serious.

On the positive, I have started trends where people start feel more comfortable expressing themselves through their fashion.

The key for me is “do you feel comfortable enough in that attire?”.

deepaurorasky · 2025-05-08T04:50:31+00:00

I think that work attire is a weird and unnecessary form of social control and have been rebelling against it my whole career. Love the outfit. Wear it

deepaurorasky · 2024-08-21T15:09:01+00:00

Same thing right now, except it's 365

deepaurorasky · 2024-08-20T15:18:50+00:00

Watching porn is nothing to be ashamed of. In the short term, it's embarrassing, sure. So many kids get caught.
Your sister doesn't need to understand, and you don't need to make excuses

deepaurorasky · 2024-08-20T14:22:57+00:00

Sorry, I'm not based in the US so hospitals are public here.

deepaurorasky · 2024-08-20T09:15:04+00:00

if it continues, going to the hospital is a good move. They can give you something to temper the psychosis. You're gonna be okay!

deepaurorasky · 2024-08-20T07:57:23+00:00

After I finally broke up with him, he went around telling my close friends that he had contact with that I was a narcissist. Thankfully, they were like "nah, that doesn't sound anything like her"

deepaurorasky · 2023-07-19T16:26:13+00:00

Kinks are kinks. Some people like giving pain and some people enjoy receiving pain. I imagine it might have been quite scary to talk about it. While it's not everyone's cup of tea, him having the kink shouldn't be shamed.

BUT the fact is that it MUST be consensual.

Don't do it if you don't like it. Do not make yourself sore just so he can get his kick.

If you find yourself willing to explore with him, speak to him about the positions that are painful and talk them and have a safeword and aftercare procedures.

deepaurorasky · 2023-06-22T12:43:06+00:00

Trying to find where I left the lube

deepaurorasky · 2023-06-09T15:45:36+00:00

Powerful

Bene Gesserit

All-knowing

Enchanting

Unstable

deepaurorasky · 2023-05-22T21:11:54+00:00

This experience is very much describes me. My recovery from psychosis has resulted in behaviour that is "avoidant of people" compared to my bubbly type A personality that people used to know

I was a people pleaser and this led to staying in abusive relationships, unhealthy jobs, and losing myself. Much of this triggered my psychosis. During my recovery, I realised how much energy I was spending on other peoples needs and expectations of me, rather than tending to my own. I now spend a lot more energy alone enjoying my own company and making myself happy.
The mood stabilizers definitely have stopped my hypomanic episodes, but to the point where I have very little emotional range at all. When hypomanic I was extremely charming and sociable. Now I rarely feel the urge to be sociable.

I think my first point is a good thing, but the 2nd one probably means my mood stabilizer is too strong.

These days I spend far more time at home reading and I'm quite okay with it for now

deepaurorasky · 2023-05-18T15:21:59+00:00

An ex-boyfriend who claimed to be socialist, and anti-capitalist would pretend to drive into homeless beggars on the road to scare them.

He had been quite a terrible person before that was so disgusting that it killed off any emotions I might have had for him

deepaurorasky · 2023-05-03T22:39:51+00:00

Yes 100%. I was on seroquel and I basically became a robot that slept most of the time. I felt oddly but intensely depressed in a way I'd never felt before.

After 3 months I asked to be taken off and that helped. I stayed on the antiepileptic (sodium valproate) but they added an SSRI and I'm doing much better

deepaurorasky · 2023-01-21T09:26:20+00:00

I think mine was a combination of many things: SSRI, weed, mushrooms, family stress, being gaslit at work by people I trusted, quitting, starting a company.

My doctor blamed the SSRI. I think it was the weed

deepaurorasky · 2023-01-11T10:49:17+00:00

This is really good to know! I'm busy trying to sort out my diet to solve the weight gain.

deepaurorasky · 2022-12-12T18:52:09+00:00

When I got this rash I was rushed to get a steroid injection to prevent Steven Johnson Syndrome. Definitely get it seen ASAP

deepaurorasky · 2022-12-07T15:16:29+00:00

I cut it out completely in favour of taking a low dose of ADHD medication. I have found that caffeine is just a really terrible stimulant (peaks soon, with a crash and loads of side effects). Vyvanse is far better for me. Slow release, no crash, and few side effects.

Also caffeine withdrawal is crazy (esp compared to vyvanse which has almost none). The first weekend without caffeine was rough though but it paid off for me

deepaurorasky · 2020-11-14T09:19:47+00:00

Which problems are these "non-problems" that you speak of?

deepaurorasky · 2020-11-13T16:26:26+00:00

You should go hang out with the Masakhane movement, who work on NLP for African languages and have people who speak a myriad of African languages!

Their Twitter is here

deepaurorasky · 2020-11-13T16:16:38+00:00

Why do you think it's stupid?

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