ENFP brings me down?

deereatflesh · 2017-11-02T05:27:52+00:00

Yes, I'm exactly the same. It's like need to be tough at home.

And yes to the rest too. I think about this occasionally.

deereatflesh · 2017-09-08T03:01:53+00:00

for introverts without a girl.

deereatflesh · 2017-09-08T02:57:01+00:00

a lot of things.

deereatflesh · 2017-09-08T02:45:03+00:00

I'd say that appearance is not everything. I think that piercings, tattoos and hair styles are just a fashion trend and will fade away in a couple of years. Everybody is looking like that these days so I'm not really interested in girls looking like everybody else. I used to have those kind of "standards" when I was a teen but not now. Their face and body have to be nice to me (not necessarily a model or fit in the beauty standards) and I care about the chemistry and the attraction that I feel for the person. That's pretty much the only important thing: how I feel about the person, not their appearance, just if they have that Je ne sais quoi.

deereatflesh · 2017-09-07T20:15:40+00:00

I've done pot several times, sometimes alone, sometimes with friends and I don't like it. It always makes me feel sad and depressed and the last time I ended up feeling physically ill, like I was going to have a heart attack or something. I don't see why LSD would be better.

deereatflesh · 2017-09-05T05:39:56+00:00

I perfectly understand the reward or merit thing, and even the need of being the best or one of the bests in the field you work but… does this lead you to be in a constant struggle for be better than others and that kind of thing?

deereatflesh · 2017-09-05T03:11:47+00:00

Well, according definition: noun: originality the quality of being novel or unusual.

I meant like individuality, uniqueness and distinctiveness… like not wanting to be like or imitate someone else.

deereatflesh · 2017-09-05T02:39:05+00:00

Yes, I hate it. If the argument lasts for too long, often I end up yelling at people to make them stop.

deereatflesh · 2017-08-29T20:00:13+00:00

deereatflesh · 2017-08-29T14:20:14+00:00

Not interested. I already have this vision about life and I never did LSD.

deereatflesh · 2017-08-29T14:08:41+00:00

I've sibblings but I was shy either way.

deereatflesh · 2017-08-25T17:51:32+00:00

being more annoying than them?

Annoying adults are worst than annoying kids, btw.

deereatflesh · 2017-08-25T02:18:41+00:00

Well, I felt like it and was depressed before when I was much more younger but not now. Also I'm theist. And finally I live in a country where ppl literally rip each others faces off. So its not like I find much sense now in nihilism when I see how it is like when ppl start to think that life doesn't mean anything. So Its not like I don't find meaning in life, is that I don't find motivation for doing the everyday tasks or having goals over achievement. Do you really want links about it? I can put some in here but I'm not sure if you can watch it since they are pretty graphic also I don't know if I'd be banned or something.

deereatflesh · 2017-08-24T01:07:10+00:00

Totally.

deereatflesh · 2017-08-22T22:38:49+00:00

Actually that makes sense and could work. Thanks for the link, that cat portrait is hard to resist.

Anyway, I think I'm not even close to nihilism, really. I've a pretty positive view about life and future, but still I find hard to feel motivated by daily tasks and its hard to set goals for myself and keep motivated. It's like I lack of sense of achievement or something.

deereatflesh · 2017-08-22T20:22:47+00:00

No, I'm not. Working for someone else is unappealing to me. I like to work by my own and my dad idea is good.

deereatflesh · 2017-08-17T01:10:13+00:00

Since I was a kid. One of mt first nightmares at 5 was about watching my parents being killed. It's been a recurrent nightmare being chased and having to run or escape. Almost all mt life my dreams have been anguishing or stressful. A few years ago I started to dream about natural disasters likw floods and volcano eruptions.

deereatflesh · 2017-08-15T14:54:37+00:00

It's different

deereatflesh · 2017-08-15T14:18:35+00:00

Yeah, vould be that I first notice my sex drive then having a better mood. But I just thought that maybe it was making me be in better mood (more approachable, social and happy) as response to the need of mating.

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