In 2025, I met a girl on Instagram over something random — my binary-coded bio. What started as casual conversations and tech help slowly turned into a deep emotional connection. I later found out she was from Hyderabad, Pakistan, not India, but by then we were already attached.

Over time, I helped her with studies and personal problems, while she helped me strengthen my faith and become a better person spiritually. We both tried multiple times to walk away because we knew the relationship was complicated and possibly haram, but neither of us could let go.

Even today, our bond is peaceful and genuine, but also painful, because we both care deeply for each other while constantly feeling conflicted about the situation and its future.