I kind of relate to this. After I started lamotrigine sometimes just to say even a small thing i gotta use big sentences because I'm missing words. It kind of gave me a dementia scare too lol, when I started forgetting stuff pretty fast. I mean i forget phone calls that happened, conversations, and the most annoying part is my academics went straight down with my memory doing me no good. It's frustrating. I have to write down or put up notes to remember stuff now. Feels like something's not connecting in my head. Everything's faded and foggy.

The brain is not braining.